MyHeart,A ThousandPieces

The End Of This. The Beginning Of That. Part 1

2011-12-08T01:53:00.000+08:00

Last night in Room HC313.
Last night in Nilai University College. 2 years and 2 months. Finished my last paper today.
It was tough. I admit that I didn't put a lot of effort in the paper. Wishing the coursework marks is good enough to back up the final exam marks. InsyaAllah.

So, yeah. Going home tomorrow. No more Nilai.
Oh and Alhamdullilah I've been accepted to do my industrial training in Impiana Resort, Cherating. Starting this January till end of April. Excited, yet super nervous. :\
.................................................................. Tak tahu nak sambung apa, sebab saya rasa dada saya berat dan saya rasa sebak sampai kepala. Jadi lebih baik saya berhenti disini. :') I have a lot to write, trust me.
Click here to read about US. US? :)
To be continued.
Assalamualaikum :)

Give em some TLC :)

2011-10-13T18:08:00.004+08:00

Kita rasa kita susah, kita rasa masalah macam makin lama makin himpit kita. Sedar tak, ada lagi yang lagi susah dari kita? Yet, we kept on complaining about life. Me myself pun macam tu.
We earn, we gain something, so why not give some to the needy?

I'm sure you guys pernah came across this logo masa beli toiletries, detergent. Well each time kita purchase the stuffs, we are actually contributing to charity. So yay ! :)
And this time around, Nuffnang is one of the organizations ! And their pledge is to raise funds and help Rumah Aman to replace their 15 year -old electricity wiring and lightning breaker system.

Rumah Aman ni dekat Shah Alam. An orphanage house for boys.Sekarang ada 30 orang dalam rumah tu. My mother used to live in an orphanage. Kadang-kadang she told me stories masa dalam tu. Ada pahit, ada manis. And how lucky I am dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang sempurna. :')
Somehow, teringin jugak nak pergi rumah where my mum used to live but belum berkesempatan. InsyaAllah. One day.
Based on what I've read in Nuffnang's post, the facilities there are quite good and they tried as hard as they can to make the boys feel like they are living in a real home with real family and not to forget,their studies too.
The sad case is with the electrical wiring and lightning breaker system at the house. Dah lama, mesti worn out ye tak? Masa guruh,kilat semua, kita takde letrik kejap je dah bising semua. (aku la tu. T__T)
Nuffnang pledge to raise the amount, estimated RM20,000 to help them. So wutcha waiting for folks? :)

Here's how:

1. Donate Straight To the Fund

- Online: You can make a direct donation to Rumah Aman via online banking to Maybank2U, with the remark: “Nuffnang TLC Promise Me S2”. Donations should be directed to Rumah Aman (Shah Alam), with the account number 562106720433 (Maybank). After you have made the transfer, kindly send a screenshot of proof of the transfer to tlcpromiseme@nuffnang.com.

- Via cheque: Cheques can also be issued to Nuffnang Sdn. Bhd. and sent to our KL office at the address below:12B5 & 12B6, Heritage House33 Jalan Yap Ah Shak50300 Kuala Lumpur.All donations are tax deductible, and Rumah Aman will be able to issue a receipt for your kind donation :)

2. Donate from your Nuffnang & ChurpChurp earnings !

This is so easy. You can donate from RM1 onwards. Click here for donating from ChurpChurp account and here from your Nuffnang account.

OR you can also take this cutie home for only RM25

For more information you guys can log on HERE and HERE

So wuddya waiting for? Spread the love ! :)

Bismillah,

2011-09-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

Back in college today. Just realized I've abandoned my blog since Ramadhan. Not in mood.

But I guess its not too late to wish you guys Selamat Hari Raya ! :))

My raya was awesome as always. Alhamdullilah.

And I've gained weight. But whatever. As long as I'm happy. Teehee.

Esok bermula la final exam untuk semester 6. First paper, Design and Layout.

Don't know whether I'm ready or not.

InsyaAllah.

I'm not happy with my Food Culture's coursework mark. Aih. Main-main lagi. I know where I went wrong. My freaking midterm. I went blur Fish that day. And now I regret it. So kena betul-betul kasii bamm itu paper hari selasa ni. Moga-moga Allah tenangkan fikiran dan permudahkan perjalanan aku ini. Amin.

Goodluck to all of you. :)

And this semester we're gonna face a Goodbye of one of our best brothers.

Its gonna be a sad one, of course.

Till then,

Assalamualaikum :)

Sahur

2011-08-08T03:56:00.000+08:00

Dah masuk 8 Ramadhan kan ? Alhamdullilah. Penuh lagi. Tapi tak terjamin hari-hari mendatang kuikui. Yang lelaki sure-sure cukup kan. Tak cukup takyah jadi lelaki. Buat malu kaum.

So mari kita list sepanjang 8 hari ni kita sahur apa.

1 Ramadhan: Roti Naan + kari ayam (awesome curry btw.) + milk + hot milo (taste like hot water with some chocolate powder sprinkled in it. )

2 Ramadhan: Nasi putih +kari ayam + teh o ais

3 Ramadhan: Nasi putih + kari ayam + teh o ais

4 Ramadhan: We all went out to an Arab stall in Desa Palma. I ate quarter of nasi goreng + Half chicken kabab (I so sound like an Arabic girl, no ? ) + half nasi goreng daging (yummeeyyy) + hot milo

5 Ramadhan: Mihun goreng + fries + teh o ais

6 Ramadhan: Back to Naan and kari ayam + teh o ais

7 Ramadhan: Rasa macam kaya sikit, jadi order McDonalds. And I hated them for taking away hotcakes and I really wanna try that Sausage McMuffin. (yea, never had it in my entire 20 years of living.) So I ordered a McDeluxe instead. Which I should ordered the double one. Tak kenyang langsung.

8 Ramadhan: Which is today, and still got 30 minutes more till my phone rings and dad will call and ask me to wake up.

Geez. Just realized my sahur meals full of carbs. I feel bloated. No wonder Faez calls me fat all the time. :|

So in conclusion, I can't wait to go home this 25th (another 17 days to go) and have sahur with my mummy and daddy.

Sekarang rasa ruginya dulu akulah manusia paling liat bangun makan sahur. I miss home. Like seriously.

I don't want to eat naan and chicken curry for another 17 days.

I want real home cooked meal.

I want my mummy's chicken soup with porridge and kacang panjang goreng and ikan masin. I want ayam masak merah, daging blackpepper.

But thank you mummy for sending me your awesome sambal ikan bilis and serunding. Means a lot to me. :')

So, selamat bersahut everybody ! :)

Emosi,

2011-07-30T05:13:00.000+08:00

Menangis bukan bermakna lemah. It is one of the ways to express our feelings. Nampak je tinggi, garang takde perasaan, hati penuh taman ni jangan main-main.

Macam tengok Nur Kasih The Movie habaq hang. Teresak-esak aku melalak. Takdela sampai melalak. Tapi penuh gak la hingus-hingus. Touching baiii. First tengok kat wayang. Tersedu-tersedu sume kaum hawa. Kaum Adam jangan cite la. Konon ler nak tunjuk macho ye idak. Padahal nak nangis jugak malu-malu haktuihh. Ni pun baru tengok lagi for the 4th time. x) Tapi tengok tadi yang nak habisla. Part yang Adam tengah nazak, then Aidil kena belasah, budak comel kena pukul dengan lahanat tu. Lepas tu dia derma jantung dia kat Adam. Then part yang paling meleleh part laaaaaaaaaaaaaast skali. Yang dia ingat anak dia. Ohh Zain Ruffedge yang sangat menggiurkan ituuuuwwww. "Abg Aidil, ini Sayed." Waaaaaaaaaa. Sob sob.

Tapi yang pasti time-time aku meleleh bila scene yang ada lagu OST cite ni, Tanpamu dengan Bertemu Cinta. Pandai betul director dia ni. Dan-dan je kuar lagu ni, air mata aku pun sekali join venture.

Masa series Nur Kasih dulu. Comellllll gilaaaaaaaaa

Alahaaaiii.

Budak-budak yang bermasalah dalam Nur Kasih. Saya cop belah kiriii..Muniff Isa I love youu. Oh my roomate too. :P

Handsome kaaannn !Tengah tu Sara Ali, comel dia rambut panjang,

So yea, Khabir Bahtia nailed it this time ! Cinematography or whatsoever they called it, memang cantikkk.

Sobs sedih pulak dah dia tunjuk dorang dah tua, takdelah Nur Kasih 2 lepas ni.

Yeaap. saya memang emotional.

Masa kecik-kecik main board games and carom with family pun kalau kalah aku emotional.

Wordless Wednesday 0002

2011-07-27T17:19:00.000+08:00

Nuff said.

Blood Donation FTW !

2011-07-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah. I managed to join blood donation today ! Nah darah 350ml type B !
My 2nd time in my life woohoo :D
First time was during March. There's gonna be another one in October I think.

This one was my first time.
Didn't take pictures for today because SOMEBODYYY IS TOO
BUSY BEING DIZZY LOOKING AT THE BLOOD.

I feel great ! No dizziness, no weak feeling. Just sleepy. But then again, I always feel sleepy.

Tak macam first time dulu. Mak aih. The whole day I'm like a corpse. Lemah gilo.

Or maybe dulu dia amik 450ml. But ala, 150ml won't make any difference. Right ? Right.

But yeah, takde rasa pening-pening compared to last time. And I play futsal for 3 hours after that. Tapi pancit la harini.

Some says you'll get fat after donating blood. Fact or myth ? You decide.

But I'll be veryyyy careful.

Apart from getting a free "Blood Donater" pen, I got a free blood test for Thalassemia. What is that thing ? It's a blood disorder that reduces the production of hemoglobin, the protein in red blood cells that carries oxygen to cells throughout the body.

Yes yes, I Google-d it. How the hell I know la bout all these penyakit. All I know is Thasse (LOL nama manja) is a blood disorder disease.

If there's something wrong, forsho they will call but Nauzubillah min zalik. Moga Allah lindungi aku dan family dari penyakit keturunan ni. InsyaAllah.

Then I got a certificate for a free Hepatitis B Vaccine Injection.

Alhamdullilah. Hepatitis B is a liver disease caused by Hepatitis B virus.

And yes, I Google-d that too.

Cool huh ? It's like shopping. You buy this, you get that free. :D But in this case you give blood you get injection ?

Or when you ACCIDENTALLY thought that the MNG handbag is RM66, and realized that it is actually RM99 when the cashier already key in ? Damn you MNG no 9 and 6 look almost the same font on the price tag.

So what's the kena mengena ? I wanna go shopping again.
Oh plus this week, I got my pay check yay ! :D Worth RM43.75. Worth every cents of it.
And I watch tons of great Movies. We'll get to that later. Time to sleeeepppp.

Okey, goodnightttttt everybody.
Assalamualaikum.
Roger and out !

Wordless Wednesday 0001

2011-07-21T01:18:00.001+08:00

I miss this smell like seriously. My first ever perfume. A smell that I can't describe. Too beautiful.

Rindu :(

LOL it's already Thursdayyyy. xD I just saw it.

Nifsu Sya'ban

2011-07-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

Abah called me masa Maghrib. Naluri hati dah tahu he will call. :) "Adik, malam ni malam Nifsu Sya'ban." "Yeaap. Nak pergi surau ni." Bersyukur sangat, kat college ada Ustaz yang buat bacaan yasin macam tadi. Paham-paham je lah kalau international college yang budak melayu tak ramai.

Ye abah. Ann tak lupa. Setiap tahun yang satu tu.

Ni yang sebak ni.

Rindu nak salam, cium pipi mama abah lepas solat, baca Yasin.

Rindu masa kecik-kecik, malam ni mesti ada mama buat kuih or apa-apa.

Why laaaa youu mummy pergi sebut nasi kunyit tadi. Haih. Teringin :'(

Nak balik rumah. Nak puasa kat rumah. Nak berbuka makan sambal ikan bilis, daging black pepper, ayam masak merah. Nak sahur makan bubur dengan sup ayam ma.

Rasa rugi sangat kat rumah dulu jarang bangun sahur. Abah kata sayang mata. HIHI.

Nak balik laaaa awal puasa ni. Naik bas pun naik la.

Cemburu tengok orang rumah dekat, boleh balik. Boleh bukak puasa dengan family nanti.

Moga malam Nifsu Sya'ban ni memberi seribu kerahmatan kepada semua. InsyaAllah. :)

Selamat datang Ramadhan. :)

Puasa ganti tak habis lagi waaaaa. 3 hari lagi ! Esok lusa tulat InsyaAllah !

Meet My Mr.Gwumpy !

2011-06-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

Here is my Gwumpy ! He's so cute I wanna bite him everytime I woke up !

Mr. Gwumpy ! <3

Wutcha lookin' at brah ?! HIHI.

I'm soooooo addicted to this game. Guna lappy aje. Daddyyyy.... Me want iPhone :(

So currently my stomach is not being nice to me. Maybe because I'm not being nice to it either. Makan mengarut sekali. Haih.

Today is Father's Day right ? So, I would like to wish all daddys out there a very warm and full of love Happy Father's Day. Especially to my handsome daddy and my awesome brother in law. !

I love you both ! :)

Ain't No Superman. Ain't No Mind Reader.

2011-06-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

Superman Cover by Boyce Avenue,

"I’m more than a bird. I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train

It’s not easy to be me"

I love this song. I mean REALLY LOVE this song. Like i said to one of my friends, it reminds me of something but I can't even picture what is it. Its like, when I hear this song, I'm in another world. Wah. Gituuuwww. But, seriously. This song brings the loneliness side of me.

Or maybe I just miss my family.

What's new. Hurmm. Nothing much. I got assignments. 2 of them. And didn't start any of it yet. Nextweek. I will. I got to think of desserts for an event this July. Looking forward to it.

Ganti puasa belum lagi habis. Haihh zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Then still looking for a proper part time job. Takde duit bossss. Banyak sangat benda nak beli.

I wanna watch Kungfu Panda. I wanna watch Transformer. Haih. Money money. Where are youuuuuuuu.

Lama tak main futsal, harini start balik. But there were only 3 of us tadi main. Coz others balik cuti. Then the boys joined us. Best. I had fun with them seriously. Walaupun ada kejadian yang macam menyirap.

Bergaduh dengan "Team college lelaki" sebab berebut court. We don't mind you guys nak main sampai Subuh esok pun, but mulut tu jangan puaka sangat. We only need like 2 hours. Tak sampai pun kot. baru main kejap korang dah amik half court tu. And you booked the bloody damn thing dari pukul 5 sampai 10. Takde rasa bertolak ansur ke ? Aku cakap elok-elok kau main bantai nak tembak je. Bagus sangat lah tu. Aku, kalau orang cakap baik-baik, aku jadi 1000000000x lagi baik.

Takpe, hari kau bro. Hari kau.

Okai. Terasa diri ini semakin bulat :|

Scha sangattttttt lawaaaaaaa

Lagu Sentap. Sentap Ke ? x)

2011-06-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

Some says Rossa tiru lagu Ella & Shah, yang Ku Merindu. Rossa cakap dia tak tahu pun Malaysia ada lagu ni. LOL. Tapi aku suka sangat-sangat Rossa punya version. Sebab catchy. Suara dia pun awesome. And Rossa sangatlaaaa comel.

Tapi lirik dia agak sentap gak la. Ada sesiapa yang terasa ? Mak Jemah tak jamin tawww.

Suka aku tengok awek waitress yang cemburu hentak-hentak kaki. HIHI. Comel sangat. Spoil hero tak hensem. Sila letak Zain Ruffedge. *pengsan*

Ada sesiapa nak main guitar lagu ni, aku nyanyi ? Suara tak sedap, ada aku kesah ? x)

Ku menunggu
Ku menunggu kau putus dengan kekasihmu
Tak akan ku ganggu kau dengan kekasihmu
Ku kan selalu di sini untuk menunggumu

Cinta itu
Ku berharap kau kelak kan cintai aku
Saat kau telah tak bersama kekasihmu
Ku lakukan semua agar kau cintaiku

[*]
Haruskah ku bilang cinta
Hati senang namun bimbang
Ada cemburu juga rindu
Ku tetap menunggu

[**]
Haruskah ku bilang cinta
Hati senang namun bimbang
Dan kau sudah ada yang punya
Ku tetap menunggu

Datang padaku
Ku tahu kelak kau kan datang kepadaku
Saat kau sadar betapa ku cintaimu
Ku ‘kan selalu setia ‘tuk menunggumu

Awkwardness... And Paris Hilton wannabe YA'LL !!

2011-06-04T03:48:00.004+08:00

Awkwardness is an unpleasant feeling, which can often arise in tense atmospheres where one doesn't really know how to act or what to say.- Wikipedia

Have you ever been in this situation ? Feeling awkward all of the sudden.

Olo kecian dia. Tapi sebenarnya, orang-orang yang kerja kat pawagam ni lagi ah best. Tengok movie free, and get paid for watching people watched movies. True story.

Or this,

Haa. Yang ni selalu sangat sangat. I don't really like to use IM. Only for certain time and situation. But yela, kadang macam yela, orang tego and bukan yang biasa kawan rapat or you know what I mean.
Kalau yang tak kenal tu mintak maafla yek. Nan hado la nak membalas balik.
"Hi......." Apo la yang duk titik banyak-banyak tu.
Yang paling bengang, kalau aku nak tanya benda urgent, baru je type, " Weh, aku nak tanya ni."
Makhluk Allah tu dah offline.
Tapi pikiran positif weh, line tak oke kot.
Agak-agak kalau aku buat macam tu jugak bagus gak kan ? Kira adil la tu.
Orang nak tanya je, aku offline.
Line hostel mati-mati la dowh. Alasan boik punya.
:)

Lagi apa lagi yang menyebabkan keawkwardness ni berlaku.

Lotsa things. Between friends, family, crush ( !!)
Admit it, we all pernah in this situation,
Like the time when its the beginning of new semester, and you went to your Communication class, and you're the only girl, and the only Malay. Pheww. True story by the way. Nasib ler aku dah drop.

OR !

When you're surrounded by your friends, and seems like everyone else are having a bad day, moody ( God knows why ) AND you're the only one who really are chirpy and bising like crazy.( God knows why. ) Then baru realized. Awkward much ? End up, duk diam-diam main handphone.

OR

You went for a movie with your buddies A and you invited one of your school friend B to join too but they didn't know each other. Dalam movie tu yela, masing-masing tengok and all. But lepas tu ? They all pulak yang susah nak masuk antara sama sendiri. Tak sekepala orang kata. Then kau tengah-tengah tak tahu nak buat macam mana. 5 minit pergi kat A, lepas tu terkial-kial pergi kat B .Gelak pun sumbang je. But at the same time, you're happy to see both A and B and having fun with all of em.

OR

Mula-mula rapat, lepas tu something happens and BOOM. Not talking anymore. Memang janggal la rasa. Seriously. Senyum yang tak berapa nak ikhlas. Bila berselisih, you don't know what to do. Nak senyum ke nak buat bodoh ke.

And another one is, when orang sangka kita tak paham apa yang dorang cakap padahal kita paham. Paham tak ?
Okay, ni mungkin bukan contoh Awkwardness, tapi aku tak kira, aku sakit hati. Nak cakap jugak.
Its so funny when people underestimated you. For an example, adalah minah ni. Orang KL katanya. Orang up up la kononnya. Bukanlah nak kata, tapi nak kata jugak. Dia ingat aku pakai tudung, from Terengganu, aku ni bodoh alang agaknya. Tak reti speaking, tak reti dress up macam dia (KONONNYA) Please la weh. Cakap dengan foreigner pun tergagap-gagap. Sebut perkataan pun tak betul nak berlagak. Nak pandang aku lebih kurang apa hal? Typical Malay. Let me tell ya something, Ms. Paris Hilton wannabe. Kau, setakat nak tunjuk lawa, tunjuk body, tak payahla nak action. Geli adalah. Pakai seluar pendek, peha berdaki. Pakai singlet kalau ketiak tu putih takpe, siap ada stretch mark lagi kat lurah tu.
Kalau kau lawa macam yang bawah ni takpela kau nak berlagak pun.

Bukan suka hati aku letak gambar ni.Ado makno ni hah.

So thats about Awkwardness.
Sekarang aku sangap nak tengok wayang. Please la. Jomla. Marila mari.

DVD tidak akan ku peduli ! Aku nak nangis puas hati kat cinema tu tak kira !

Kot-kot ada yang nak belanja 3D. Wihihihihi :P

Dying to watch:

Main reason : Shia LaBeouf. Nuff said.

Orang-orang yang masuk list aku benci ialah orang yang membenci Edward Cullen. Dia tak GAY.

You guys are just jealous.

Apa jadah laaa buat Part 1 semua niiii. Haih. Sabar-sabar.

Even Plastic Bag Is Worth 20cents....

2011-05-31T01:02:00.000+08:00

...on Saturday that is.
Hmmph. Feels like shit. Like I want to say, "Helloo. I'm right here. I'm not invisible, HELLOOOO."
Yea. Well yea. Bila kita buat silap sikit je, thats it. No second chance for me. Come on man. Aku pun manusia. Kau pun manusia.

Takpe, aku ingatkan diri aku supaya sabar. Sakit hati yang amat sangat, tapi aku tahu Allah itu Maha Adil.
Alhamdullilah. :)

Back to title, Boyce Avenue cover lagu Katy Perry, Fireworks. Somehow this song motivates me in many ways.

Fireworks

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there’s still a chance for you
‘Cause there’s a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh”
You’re gonna leave ‘em all in awe, awe, awe

oh… You’re gonna leave ‘em all in awe, awe, awe

You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it’s time, you’ll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
You’re gonna leave ‘em all in awe, awe, awe

Don’t let them to take your life for granted
you’re the only one who needs to rule your world
When life leaves you feel empty-handed
Lie low and show ‘em what you’re worth

‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Lost,

2011-05-26T02:39:00.001+08:00

I'm not okay. Mentally and Physically. I don't know why. Guess I miss my parents. When I'm at home, I feel wanna go back to college as soon as possible. Because there ain't nothing for me to do at home. I don't have small sisters or brothers to look after because my parents are working 9 to 5. Things I did while on my semester break, I sleep paling awal around 4am, then bangun solat and sometimes after Subuh only I sleep. I woke up at noon. I know, not good. Then I watched TV, play with my baby nephew, go out with sisters sometimes.
Boringggg sangat. Nak kerja mana ada orang nak ambik kerja tak sampai sebulan.
And then when I'm back in college, the feeling of sadness and loneliness came when seeing my family waving goodbye to me. I tried holding back my tears.
Right now, I'm feeling restless, I'm bored, I'm sad, I need inspirations.
How I wish I'm in my room at home, curled up to a ball. Hiding from all the sadness and bad feelings I have now.

I'm seriously down.

But on the bright side, the only thing that cheered me up is my Semester 5 result.
Alhamdullilah, much much better than the last semester. And I'm still maintaining my CGPA.

Maybe "Some People" think my course is easy that's why I can score, "Ala, setakat masak-masak tu. Apa la sangat." You're wrong bitch.
Entirely wrong. Mana ada course yang senang ? Pokok pangkal, hati dengan otak. Fikir mana salah mana betul.
I play, I enjoy my college life, but at the same time, I know what's my goal. The reason why I'm here.
Tak semua orang akan faham kehidupan kita. Diaorang #yesiamtalkingtoyou should stop mengutuk and start looking at yourself. Mereka cuma pandai nak tengok kesalahan, tapi once we do things right, memang haram nak appreciate. Pandang sebelah mata pun memang kirim salam banyak-banyak. Mengutuk orang kau pandai la. Cuba tengok diri kau macam mana. Salah orang memang nampak terang benderang. Salah sendiri? Memang takkan terima and keep saying "Hey, that's not me. Salah dia. Bukan salah aku." Well it's life.
Aku tak cakap orang lain la, aku pun macam tu jugak kadangnya.
Jangan ada yang sentap pulak nanti.

Sebenarnya, aku tak tahu pun aku tengah marah kat sape ni. Tapi memang aku berasap.
Assalamualaikum.

Fast Five and Priest ! Movie-Movie Yang Kasi Gegar Kepala Lutut.

2011-05-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

Untunglaaaa Mesra Mall ada TGV. LOL. xD

So last Friday went to TGV with my sister. Nak tengok Kongsi. Tapi tak boleh nak penuh lagi wayang tu.

Sold out. And we watched Fast Five instead. Woooyeaaaahhhh. Terbaikkk. Awesome. Apo laie. Memang boleh bikin menangis.

Vin Diesel sangatlah mengancam kali ni. Suara dia. Adoi lemah lutut mak. Fast Five totally the best sebab dia panggil balik geng dorang, dengan Han ada jugak. Mana tak menganga tengok ??

The best part when The Rock datang dengan budak-budak dia nak tangkap si Vin Diesel. Memang tak dapek ler. Yang gempak sekali when Vin Diesel angkat tangan dia, "THIS IS BRAZIL ! " Then all the konco-konco dia aim pistol kat The Rock. HIHI. Memang otai tak hengat.

The Rock tak handsome sebab ada jambang. Eww. And makin boncet tp six pack. Camno ?

Si botak dah berbaik. I nak botak takde jambang please. xD

I still remember when I was like 8,9 years old. Masa tu WWF memang legend la. The Rock, Stone Cold. Perghh aku kipas susah mati The Rock tu. Sampai scooter pun letak sticker The Rock. Ape benda majalah pasal The Rock abah redha je bagi duit pergi beli. Ngeh. CD wrestling original, Abah pon redha la jugak beli nya. Kihkih. Anak punya fanatik.

Zaman Kegemilangan The Rock. Part hidung kembang kening angkat
yang buat tak tidur malam tuh !

Ini adalah Han. Han sangat cool. And he does reminds me of someone. :) Kebetulan nama pon dekat. Wahaha !

Senyum senget. *pengsan.bangun balik.pitam*

Okai enough with Fast Five.

Today I went out with my 4 primary school friends. Ikram, Naim, Naseera and Nida.

Awesome day. Pergi Mesra Mall. Where else ? Itu yang terdekat. x)

Then we watched Priest !

Pasal Vampire blah blah eat human blah blah and the Priest went to search for his daughter yang kena kidnap dengan Vampire which the girl never knew that is her father. Some sort like that la.

Not bad la actually cerita dia. Ada saspen-saspen sikit. Ada cam teruja sikit.

Best Best !

The Hero,

Aite, dalam cerita tu dia cam macho-macho sikit.

The not so hero tapi oke la consider hero la dia tembak binatang-binatang tu.

So when I Googled his picture, wuddyaaa know, he's James from Twilight ! Ya know the bad Vampire but oh so hot tu ?

Tapi dalam ni dia potong rambut

Thank you loves ! I had a great time with ya'll ! <3

And I'm excited for Nur Kasih The Movie ! Yay !

Goodnite world.

Assalamualaikum :)

:)

2011-05-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

Selsemaaaaa. Sakit tekak. Nice. Still got like 10days or so before new semester started. I only take 3 subjects this sem. So maybe imma do part time job. Gotta earn some cash man. I'm drying up right here with so many things to buy. -___-'

And harap-harap my pointer naik balik. Last sem's the worst. From 3.7 down to 2.84. Thank you Hospitality Law for that and I'm glad I'll never face you again. Period.

So went to Impiana, Cherating 2 days ago to ask about my internship this December. My dad set the interview for me. Thank you daddy. <3 At first I thought its a formal meeting with the HR manager. Turns out I'm meeting the Executive Chef of the hotel himself. We knew his family because they're in the same neighborhood with us.

And he said he don't have problem of having me as a trainee in his kitchen. :D So yeah Alhamdullilah :) I gave him a set of my so called "resume". It just basically my personal details and also some pictures of food I prepared back in my practical classes, my home bake goods, the wedding reception and also the time when I work for Pan Pacific for F1 as a part-timer. I'm so happy ! And he said he'll call for any part time job during my semester break.

Alhamdullilah syukur. And I hope I'll not let him or my family down. I definitely will not let MYSELF down. InsyaAllah. :)

So, I just watched a video. Majlis Pertunangan Zahiril Adzim and Shera Ayob.

Who is he ? He is my favorite actor and writer. Sumpah jeles sebenarnya tengok. Waaa. #celebritycrush

LOL

But seriously happy for em. They look perfectly perfect for each other. Comel teramat video ni wa sumpah nak nangis. Bilo la time gua pulak ni ? xD Gatal.

Go watch Juvana every Monday 9pm, TV3. You'll be amazed of his acting.

Sudah-sudahlah amik hero-hero tua tipikal drama melayu tu jadi watak utama. Asyik orang sama je jadi hero.

Remy Ishak dengan Fizz Fairuz takpe.

And still, why does Jehan Miskin had to be the hero in Awan Dania ???

Potong stim.

Alright, Goodnight everybody.

Have a nice day ahead ay ?

Assalamualaikum :)

Days at home :)

2011-05-06T03:23:00.001+08:00

It's semester break ya'll ! :D

Final exam, okaaaayyyyyyyyy..... I guess ? :) Cuak tunggu result.

So, went back home last week on Wednesday with Ecah. Thank you Faris for sending us to Seremban. And thank you Ira, Naim, Farhaan sebab sanggup tunggu sampai la bas kitaorang jalan. Terharu pun adaa. Missing Faez sebab tak habis lagi exam. And now am missing all of them so much !

Hectic start for my semester break. Harini baru relax gila pukul 3 petang baru bangun. Wahahah !

Khamis sampai Ahad stay kat Chendering for my cousin's wedding. Helping my sister sedia meja pengantin. SUCCEED ! She's a really good cook, and creative too.

Siap ada mocktail lagiii meja pengantin weeee. Base with fresh dragon fruit puree
and crushed peach sparkling drink, topup with white grape sparkling drink. :)

It's layered with blueberry jelly and taste oh so goodddd. :D

Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Azie and Abg Nayie :)

Memang takde la gambar dengan pengantin. Aku dengan tshirt and sweatpants takde makna nak amik-amik gambar. Gambar kat kitchen banyaklaa. Tapi tak berape semenggah. xD

So I had fun doing all this. Penat toksah cakap la. But its all worth it bila orang hargai kerja kita walaupun tak seperfect macam certain individu(s) expected. :)

That's the wedding. Now cerita birthday budak becok pulak. :)

My baby Iman's 4th Birthday celebration. My sis and I busy since Tuesday petang. Beli all the stuff. Just for a small celebration dekat kindergarten dia je. My sis make goodie bags for the kids. And also Apam Totis, Cube Jellies and I bake him a special birthday cake. It's chocolate moist cake and here it is, :D

Ignore the background yang lawa sangat belakang tu. Ngahaha.

This is my first time of decorating cake mcm ni. Alhamdullilah. Takla perfect but I'm proud. Punyala sebelum tu pecah kepala pikir apa laa nak decorate ni. And I Googled, thinking of this. Hehe. Got some komen yang membina from my chef and lecturers. I'll be better, InsyaAllah. :)

Happy Birthday Syed Adzeem Iman. Machu loves you so much and thank you for always making me smile and brightens our family life. Be a good boy, Iman. :)

Sekarang, saya mencari kerja-kerja yang boleh membuatkan saya boleh pergi shopping dan tengok wayang dan bowling dan makan. Just now, finished packing goodie bags for Tadika Raudhah's sports day. Tempat kerja 2nd sister. Dapatlah sikit pocket money. And esok got 350paxx of meehoon to be packed. Yang ni pun untuk sports day tu. Projek kakak second bagi kat kakak first. And I got pocket money from both of em for helping both of em. Life is goooood. ^^V

Abah ? Taknak suh orang jadi secretary this semester break ?

Wahahah.

Oke, got to sleep.

Have a nice day people !

Assalamualaikum. :)

Perihal Sushi

2011-04-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

Dulu bukan main benci kedai Sushi. Sebab ingat bila sushi tu semua mentah. Umur dah masuk 20tahun baru sentuh sushi. Baru tahu yang tak semua sushi mentah. Dulu bila sebut sushi=ikan mentah. LOL

So sekarang saya amat amatlah craving sushi. Dan esok saya akan pergi melahap lepas exam.
Yeaaazzzaa esok my first paper. Purchasing, 1.30pm.
Wish me luck sweets :)

Esok saya nak makan

and nak ni jugak,

and this one ! Nyummy !

Kalau pergi Midvalley, mesti beli ni, aww teringinnyaaaa ! Kena tunggu next sem la jawabnyaaaa

Kimbab Kimchi !

YUMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !

K have to sleep now. EXAM !!
Till then fellas,
Assalamualaikum :)

This, that, those, them ? :)

2011-04-25T04:49:00.001+08:00

Have you guys watched this video ? Its been a quite popular within the Facebookers nowadays. Well, girls la mostly. And I grabbed this from HERE. It's about how relationship grew from strangers to friends to more than friends and then at some point, back to strangers again. Agak-agak ada yang ter ter ter terasa from this video ?

I do. :P

So yeah, it kinda reminds me back to my Ex. Exes to be exact. Berapa ramai ? Biarlah jadi rahsia. :P

I just conclude to 2 of them because only these two guys are still friends with me where else the others.

Who said exes cannot be friends ? I mean, it depends though. But of course la. Sure as hell memang awkward kalau jumpa lepak-lepak. I tried, but yea. Awkwarddddddd. Its not that I'm still not over em. But tahlah, seems like its hard to not remember all the memories with em and act as if nothing ever happened between us.

I'll not say names. Nanti ada yang sentap. LOL

I'm too bored and trying to force my self to be sleepy. Usually I'll write anything till I felt sleepy so thats why I came up with this post.

So the first one. Boleh kata my first love la. Ish kecik-kecik dah pandai bercinta. Sottt.

Sorta my highschool sweetheart la jugekk. He's a nice guy, pandai and yea agak cute la and he still is. Sekarang dah macam ahli bina badan dah. Takut mak tengok nakk. xD

Part 1

Good friends. Seriously he's like the best guy friend during my primary school years. We hangout, we joke around, and I dunno why girls just hate me for that. Some of them. Nak kata mamat ni hotstuff, takdelah sangat kau jangan nak perasan lebih. Wahahahah xD Maybe dorang nampak aku cam menggedik lebih kot dengan mamat ni. SUMPAH TAK WEHHH. Aku ni masa tu gedik pun aku tak tahu maksud apa. Yang aku tahu berkawan je, #otakbersihlagibaiiii

We're just being best buds. And nak dijadikan cerita, dia head student, aku assistant dia. Kira satu sekolah tu, ni hah kepala dia kau jangan nak main-main. Walaupun memang aku rasa takde girls students yang vote aku, tapi apa aku kesah. Asalkan cikgu-cikgu tahu kredibiliti aku, kalau tak, takkan jadi calon ye tak.

Part 2

Long story short, he fell for me, and so did I. Masa tu dah masuk sekolah menengah. He went away to boarding school. Ceh masa tu budak-budak bercinta apa la sangat. So, yeah not much but I know that I love him, cuma tak tahu sayang tu macam mana. And then heard he got a girl there so I said byebye. Aku terukan hidup aku kat sini, dia kat sana and I don't give a damn bout him. Sakit hati ? Maybe.

Part 3

Almost 5 years, bertemu balik. At my night classes. He's kinda different. And we became friends again. Masa tu almost SPM. Entah macam mana, bertaut kembali. Tak ramai yang tahu. Life is sweet masa tu. I told him that I've never thought I missed him until that time.

And I thought maybe this time, we can make it right again. He said I was the one who dumped him. True, maybe. But I was 13 back then. Belum akil baligh lagi hahhh masa tu. -___-' Wuddya expect ?

And we did try. At least, I am.

Not long after that, he said he can't do this anymore. He just wanna concentrate to his studies and sadly (to me) he can't do that with having me as a girlfriend. Dalam kepala masa tu "Errr, bullshit ?"

Tapi aku terima. Terluka lagi. Tapi life must go on right ?

Aku diam.

Kembali strangers.

Part 4

Didn't remember when we became friends again in Facebook. We are still friends. Kawan. And sometimes tegur di Facebook, and its alright. Takde dendam takde apa. Cuma memory. Dia pernah buat aku bahagia dulu so yeah, we're cool. :)

And the 2nd guy. A well-known athlete. Gempak tak gempak aku pernah berboyfriend kan athlete negara.

I'm still proud of his achievement sampai sekarang. :)

Part 1

Well sebenarnya I've know him since I was 8 ? 9 ? But tak pernah la bertegur sapa masa kat sekolah. Pernah kot. Maybe ? Tak ingat. Then we started MySpace-ing, YM-in again. Dia cakap aku garang masa sekolah. Wahaha. I get that a lot. A LOT. He's really a sweet guy. Hilarious. Mengarut je kerja dia ni. And what I like most about him masa tu is his passion for his sport. His career.

Part 2

Sesi flirt mengflirt mengorat dan dingorat. HAHA. Then couple la kami ni. And paling sedih for me when he told me he's gonna transfer tu Aussie, training base kat sana. Aussie-Kemaman, camno tu ?

To me takde masalah pun, coz I hear his voice almost everyday and he sometimes video called me. Rindu jangan cakap la.

And never once kitaorang bergaduh. Tak pernah. None. Zero. Nil. He asked me once am I jealous seeing him commenting with girls (zaman MySpace if ya know what I mean.) So I said, no because you pun tak cemburu, so why would I ?

Tapi dalam hati, siap yang tahu ? :P Gila kau tak cemburu. Seriously, I'm in love sangat-sangat masa tu.
With the distance and all and the longing, the waiting to see him makes me more into him ya know. Sayang. Serious aku sayang.

Part 3

The end part. The downhill. What would you feel if in within 24 hours, senyum yang tak lekang dibibir lepas jumpa kekasih hati, tiba-tiba Booom. Hilang senyum tu. A text saying a breakup.

Ceh gambar nak comel je. :P Yea, so I was shocked. I'm not ready for that, sure as hell.

Apa nak dikata lagi lepas tu kalau orang tak sudi ? Then reality snaps. I'm not the girl for him.

He said, he's not ready for commitment. I said, okay. He said lets be friends, I said, okay.

But I'm not. My sister was there to witness my tears and all. Haih. Malu saya. :P

I fell sick for 2 weeks after that. I'm not sure its bersangkut paut or memang nak sakit masa tu, Tuhan je tahu.

Kembali strangers.

Part 4

He added me in Facebook. Took me a while to approve. Keep asking myself am I ready or not.

So I did. And I didn't regret it. Because we're still friends. He called sometimes, and we chat. Again, we're cool. :)

To both of you guys if ya happen to read this, I'm sorry if tersalah cakap or what, and respect you as friends and thanks for everything and just to let you guys know, dendam takde langsung dalam hati. And this post is only for fun and tak bawa maksud apa-apa. Tiba-tiba teringat kat you guys after watching the video. And I wish both of you life-long happiness and smile always. Because I am. :)

Peace, guys ! :')

Okey, dah ngantuk. Wah bestnya dapat type panjang-panjang !

HIHI, Till then guys,

Assalamualaikum. :)

The Band Perry

2011-04-25T02:34:00.000+08:00

Today is already Monday, and my exam is this Tuesday. So am gonna be at the library tomorrow. InsyaAllah. I seriously can't study in my room. Terlalu banyak godaan. Laptop, the bed. Haih. Cannot like this. Must get out. Only two papers. Haih. Oke, so currently selalu karoke sorang-sorang lagu The Band Perry ni. If I Die Young. I'm jealous, seriously jealous seeing girls who can play guitar and do covers. Haih. Yeah. You. I'm jealous. Suara saya tak sedap, suara awak sedap. Untunglaa suara sedap~~~ xD

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough timeAnd I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'
Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time      

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls .

So yeah, I don't know, I just love this song. Bolehla syok syok sendiri nyanyi dalam bilik kan. Tak menyakitkan telinga orang lain pun. x)

Forza LFC VS Tandook FC

2011-04-24T01:53:00.002+08:00

So last night was great. We had Futsal friendly match with Tandook FC, not really sure where they're from. But our captain told us they quite a strong team, always join big tournaments. Kitaorang ni baru start lah. Noob. :P
We're lucky coz our captain is one of the state players. Gila hebat sorang ni. Tengok betis la weh. :P Aku ni betis lemak berlaga-laga sama sendiri. xD Bila lah boleh dapat kaki cam Tasya ni. #berangan

And the result ? 5-5 ! Wahwahwah. Congrats girls ! Thanks to all the supporters yang sanggup datang. Memang semangat habis main. Walaupun banyak injuries. Get well soon Ira luv. Sian dia. :) Takpe-takpe bakal engineer takleh lembut-lembut, kena tough sikit ! :P
Aku pun dengan sakit perut senggugutnya, dengan kaki yang tak oke lagi bantai je main. Yeaaahhh. But memang fun la ! Bak datang lagi friendly match ! :P
Next tourni is MAPCU. Tourni antara Private University/College. Tapi masa tu cuti semester :'( Camno ? Akan ku usahakan jugak. Naik bas pun naik bas laa ! NAK MAIN ! Next year dah takde dah kat college. Waaaa


Baju jangan main, sponsored by SPRM lagi bohhh :P

A day before, went to Klang for a talk on Fight Corruption, by SPRM la. Tu yang datang baju hitam tu :P Dah alang-alang semua ada baju tu kan.

Sesiapa baik hati nak sponsor kan baju untuk team kami dialu-alukan. :)


Note to myself, don't ever wear a sweater and no sitting down when taking picture. I looked freaking bulat.

Fun jugaklah. :) Cuma ada kekeliruan bila tang makan. Maaflah pada yang tak dapat makan kat situ, kitaorang makan sebab ada depan mata, tak tahu pulak tu meja VIP. Orang suruh kami duduk situ, kami duduk. Kenyanglah Alhamdullilah. Rezeki Allah.

Tak tahu pulak ada certain individue(s) yang mengadu tak dapat makan kat sana sebab meja penuh. Tak payah la nak salahkan Uncle driver bus tu, kesian dia. Kerja from 7am till 2 am. Kemudian nak balik rumah, pukul 7 start kerja balik. Tapi senyum je uncle tu walau muka penat tak hengat. At least kita ni sesat-sesat nal sampai sana pun menganga jugak tidur dalam bas. Rileks sudah. Dapat makan free jugak lepas tu kan ? :)

*saya tidak menujukan kepada sesiapa pun. Sesiapa ter ter terasa tu saya mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. #bukansarcasm #ehbetulnitaksarcasticpon.

Thank you Kak Farah sebab belanja makan lepas tu. Semua kenyang kan lepas tu ? Kak farah memang terbaik. FYI, dia dah pangkat Datin tapi still rendah diri, even hubby dia yang organise event ni, akak still maintain pakai tshirt sprm macam kitaorang jugak. Memang saya tabik akak :) And akak ni serius cantik :)

Oke dah. Nak kena tidur. Esok study. InsyaAllah. :)

Byebye !

Assalamualaikum :)

All I gotta do is smile,

2011-04-22T16:24:00.001+08:00

and counting my days till I'm home. This coming Wednesday. Home to my lovely cozy little house, to my big comfy bed and of course to my family. RINDU TAHU TAKKKK RINDUUU ???
Rindu budak kecik manja ni.

See his cheeky smile ? Waaaa. I miss him too muchhh :(

Today's Friday and I'm PMS-ing. Aishh. Feels like staying in bed all day but am hungry :'( I wanna eat baked cheese rice from Pizza Hut :( I don't want anything else.
And tonight we got friendly match with Tandook FC, I don't think I'll play. Whats with my big toe still not fully recovered, ehem we'll get to that later. And period pain somemore. But I wanna playyyyy ! I wanna kick ball ! It's been a week I didn't play.
Final exam starts this Monday. My papers are on Tuesday and Wednesday. Wooohooooo two papers only but so freaking lazy to study. Haihh. Sometimes feels like wanna give my self a slap. Pemalas macam apa.

So last weekend was hectic. Saturday, Miss Aliya brought us all to Sunway Lagoon. Fun baby fun !
Mula-mula hati hancurrr sebab hujan all the way from mula-mula masuk highway to Putrajaya or somewhere (bengap jalan if ya know what I mean. ) hujan sampaaaaaaaaaaiii lah Sunway. Haih confirm-confirm rides semua off. Then we just went to swim and play the water rides. Perghh terbaikk laaaa. :D Best best !
And around 3pm baru they opened all the rides.

Not so much pictures. Banyak dengan Rueben. And I'm not in a lot of em. Tak glamer. xD Sapelah nak amik gambar kita ni. :P

Then Sunday, we went to the futsal open tournament at Ampang Sports Planet. Lazy to type the name of the cup. Forza kalah. We played two games, 1-0, 2-0
Takpelah, beginners.
Kiteorang menang kasut kalerful je. :P


Sayanggg F50 pink :) <3 Thank you daddyyy

21st April is Asyraf's birthday. A little suprise fro him by his sweet gf, Effa at As-Salam. Kitaorang ni tukang bawak lari Asyraf je. :P

Happy birthday, big bro. God bless :)

K, sakit perut. Senggugut yang menyakitkan hati.
I want chocolate please.

It's Monday,

2011-04-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

...and I'm sick. Totally. My left eye is swollen like there's a cow hidden in the eyelid #exaggerate
I got bad flu. Telan pil selsema kuat mana pun takdenye effect. My throat is killing me. I'm feeling hungry.
Kepala sakit tapi tak mengantuk. Tambah stress main Bubble Island tak lepas-lepas stage. Tomorrow is the final for Advanced Restaurant Service. Wednesday for Advanced Kitchen Production. Last week of classes. Next week is the revision week which we got two Advanced Pastry replacement class. 16hours.
I wanna go shopping but no money.
I miss my parents. My sisters, brothers and my baby Iman. I wanna go home.
I wanna get the hell out from this place.

I'm sick.
:(
Someone please buy me a bar of Snickers or Toblerone or Kinder Bueno. Put a flower on it. Put a note saying everything's gonna be okey.

About studying abroad and future me.

2011-04-08T04:02:00.000+08:00

Tell me, siapa yang taknak ada peluang sambung belajar luar negara ? US, UK, Australia.
Best je tengok kawan-kawan yang belajar kat kuar negara. Untungnya mereka. Bukan dengki, busuk hati jauh sekali. Bangga. Tengok gambar diaorang and tipu lah cakap dalam hati aku tak terdetik "Bilalah peluang aku pulak ? :) " But, for sure I know. Studying abroad was never the thing I've been looking forward to. But that doesn't means that I don't want it right ? It just when thinking of financial part, still long way to go. A very long way to go. Unless I got scholarship but it's not that easy ay ? Possible, but yeah it still hard. :) Duit PTPTN pun nanti berapa lama la boleh habis bayar. :P
But yeah, the thought of enrolling in one of the best schools for degree programme kadang-kadang muncul gak. Hearing from some of my friends who started planning to go abroad studying next year makes me feel like erm erm. You know. :)

Plus, I'm the youngest in my family. I came from a very small town. And right now, I just think about my parents. Duduk Nilai ni je pon masuk sebulan tak balik rumah dah rasa gelisah rasa sakit. Homesick. I know I can't be that far away from my parents. They are everything to me. And seeing how my dad worked so hard makes me think thousand and millions times to even bringing out the idea of studying abroad. My tuition fees kat college plus my pocket money pun almost puluh-puluh ribu. Plus, he's not getting any younger ay.

This is what I've been thinking lately, who am I in the next 6 years. I'll be 26. 10 years are too long to predict. :P
Let see, I'll be finishing my theory in December InsyaAllah. Internship in January and most probably graduating next year also lar. In 2012 at the age of 21.
Then I'll start working.
My dream and also my dad's is to open a bakery shop but I'm not gonna open up terus without any experiences and yeah, money. So I might be working for 4,5 years ? Still thinking of where, in hotels or restaurants ?
And car at the age of 25. Married ? Teehee my favorite part. *gatal* Oii sape taknak kawen oiiii !
I don't know, paling lewat 27 ? No no. Too old. My first sister got married at the age of 26, and second sister at 25. Aik ?? Asal makin berkurang ? So thats mean me at 24 ? Muahahhahha.
Oh wait, still got my brother. But he's a guy. Wuddya expect.
Oke melalut sampai kawen.
Then dah kumpul duit, I'll open up my own bakery shop. My dream is to have a cozy little bakery castle and with mini library or a cafe. Some sort like Secret Recipe if ya know what I mean.

Back to studying. I'm doing good in my studies, maybe not a genius, but as long as my result makes my parents gila punya happy, that is world to me. :)
I know I can survive in terms of abroad educational points of view. But emotionally ? Physically ? No.

I've been surveying some of the universities such as Johnson and Wales University. They got quite good Bachelor in Pastry and Bakery programme. It's in USA.

So yeah, when people ask me about my degree, I just say, kerja dulu lah. Yang tu lain hari fikir.
I don't know, maybe once I've settle down with my bakery shop, I'll be taking long distance study in UiTM ? Who knows ? Moreover, my major in culinary actually requires more practicals and experiences. Many chefs in big hotels does not have that piece of paper but hey they can do anything.

Geram sangat tengok those cute page in Facebook where people sell cupcakes and all. Perghh. I want to that too ! It just yeah, bahan very terhad. Time lagi. Insyallah, I'll master in all of those gojes sweets.

Yang penting cafe aku nanti ada pink color.

If,

2011-04-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

....I really can play guitar and sing, this song is totally gonna be on my top list. I'll be by Edwin McCain. Cover by Boyce Avenue is also nice. :)

:)

Them, I'll miss :)

2011-04-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

Still got 2 semesters to go. InsyaAllah, December ni, takdela nampak muka aku kat Nilai dah. #noonecares xD
So from now on, I'll make random posts about people, and things I will miss after I finish my diploma here, in Nilai UC.
So today's post is about these two pretty girls.

Ira and Ecah

What to say about them. Hmm. Obviously two of my favorite human being in the world. And I do love em. Ecah yang tak pakai spek tu, satu kampung wehh. Orang mamang. I will see her anyhow after finish here. We might go to the same hotel for internship. :) She's a great friend. The funniest. Dalam kelas if she's not there, aku dah macam mati kutu.

As for the girl with spek-lagi-besar dari muka tu, hehe. She's Ira ! Taking Diploma in Aircraft Maintanence. Cool huh ? So she'll be the only one left after next year. :( Sokey darling, we'll be back and visit. :) shahalampontakjauhmana. :P

She's the sweetest. And punya cita-cita yang tinggi.

All those times we spend together, movies, bowling, shopping or just hangout will always be in my heart.

Love you guys :)

Loves <3

Last Kiss

2011-03-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

Fell in love with this song. Last Kiss from Taylor Swift. But tak pernah dengar from her :P. Only the version from Boyce Avenue featuring Megan & Liz. Super sweet. Seriously, again, I wish I can play guitar.
:|
Takpelah, berangan nyanyi sorang-sorang dalam bilik sudahla. :)
Ye, suara saya tak sedap tapi takpolah, tak menyusahkan siapa-siapa ye idak. :D

Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face
Been through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I'm not much for dancing but for you did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips, just like our last kiss.

I used to miss you more than I was supposed to.

But, its all ended without me noticing it.

Just like a cool wind on Summer days.

Come and go.

Melihat kau tersenyum bahagia disampingnya,

memori itu datang lagi.

Dan aku tersenyum juga.

Walau kita tak pernah berkongsi apa-apa yang istimewa,

Tapi izinkan aku simpan sedikit

kenangan itu di satu sudut dalam hati,

Bukan untuk merindu dan berdendam,

sekadar satu kenangan untuk aku.

Kenangan meniti usia remaja.

Kenangan aku disini.

Di tempat ini.

And for certain someone,

Stay.

Because I would love to be the greatest fan of your life,

and your name, forever the name on my lips.

Click click :D

2011-03-27T19:54:00.001+08:00

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Click and sign up please ? :) For rewards ! Asyraf, Farhaan, Faris, Ira, Ecah, Faez, Naim if you guys read this, SIGN UP ! Nanti boleh pergi makan kat Tony Romas xD

Always A First Time For Everything :)

2011-03-27T01:35:00.002+08:00

So last weekend on Sunday, for the first time in my life, I went to watch a theater ! :D

Full description about the theater, here Rumah Anak Teater.
Zahiril Adzim pelakon utama.
Seriously, teater ni memang terbaikkk. I mean, I never been to theater before. I don't know what its like.
Memang punya excited.
Went there on Sunday, the last day of the show.
RM25 tix. Student price. WORTH IT. Terima kasih kepada yang sudi membelanja yek. Berbaloi kan awk ? :P

Lot 10's rooftop. HIHI. *jakun*

They all memang superb ! And I'm just beberapa inch from Zahiril Adzim ! He's soooooooo cute :D

And engaged. Dengarnya. Oh will be. But the girl sangat lawaaaaa.

And kat situ baru tahu what is Short Eyes actually. :P

Mesti the original theater lagi gempak.

Fared Ayam ! He's hilarious :DDD Mak aih. Dalam puitis-puitis dia, boleh tahan lawak gak dia ni. And tak sombong :)

The crew ! Nam Ron, hujung belah kiri, he's 40 tapi machooooo ! And I bought his script antology, "Laut Lebih Indah Dari Bulan" and how I missed out a lot of great theaters. But more to come I hope ! :D

Rindu pulak nak tengok Merah Puteh. Tak pernah miss ni wooo. :D

Need to change my sleeping habit.

2011-03-26T01:53:00.000+08:00

I'm always sleepy. But some how can't seem to lay my head on the pillow and dooze off just like that. These past two weeks my sleeping pattern were like blerghh. How blerggh ? You decide.
I tried my best to not sleep after Asar. Succeed ! Only for a week. x|
I'm too tiredddddd. I haven't been to netball practice for 2 weeks now. No wonder lari 3 round futsal court dah mengah macam haipppp. Why am I so freaking tired ? I don't have any clue.
So starting on this Sunday, I will try as hard as I can to :

1. Sleep before 12am, and wakey wakey at 6.30am, Subuh prayers and ready for 8am class ( Monday and Wednesday and Friday only !! )

2. On Tuesday and Thursday, repeat No 1 only can wake up around 9,10. :P

3. Netball training every Monday

4. Futsal on Wednesday and Thursday

5. Starts on my revision every night

6. No nap after Asar

7. Tried to follow my dad's advice. Don't skip breakfast, light breakfast ! Lunch. Dinner before 7pm. And only some light snack (DOESNT MEAN TWISTIES AND ROCKY !!) during the night.

8. Will not let to Nutrition class ever again. Ceh padahal lagi 2 minggu kelas.

Haih. Patutnya dari first sem buat benda alah ni. Takpolah. Better late than never.

Dear body, mind and heart,
if you follow all the 8 things above for the whole week, at the end of it, I will treat you with a lovely set of McDonalds McDeluxe and Ayam Goreng. Not forgetting McFlurry Oreo too. Or you can also choose Dominos Pizza. Your call. Tapi tengok kewangan jugaklah. But I'll try my best k k k? So, work it out baby !

Once Upon A Time,

2011-03-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

" Once upon a time,

when the sky was covered with blue
Once upon a time,

when the sun was smiling too
We're just common people with an ordinary look
We're just common people with an ordinary love
And once upon a time,

when I fell in love with you."
-Mocha

그만 울어

2011-03-17T02:16:00.000+08:00

If tears could be exchanged with money, I might be driving my Beetle right now. HAHA. But pink, please. :P

Volkswagen Beetle Convertible Barbie Edition


Dream car since I was a lil girl. :')

Hilang sedih aku kejap.

P.s.Tah betul ke tak translation atas tu. Wahaha xD Google Translation kadang tak boleh pakai.

Thank you, anonymous.

2011-03-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

"Salam, what the hell is goung on with your blog ? Full of fucking worse and dumbe arse...get real women and please act like a Muslim lady...malu saja bila saya baca blog awak ni...you have a potential to be a good writer, your story captivates people, but I find it to be full of frustration and anger...and please stop using the fucking word and dumb ass, takde perkataan yang indah ke yang nak put on the blog ? FYI I am older than you and a lecturer...and quite concern with your words..."

A comment I received from a reader from previous post. Ya, saya sedar. I used too many words yang tak melambangkan saya seorang gadis melayu. Perkataan yang kasar dan tak sopan. And from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry. teguran anda amat saya hargai. I edited back my post.
My blog is the only place I can express my feelings. And I wrote things without second thought. Lag-lagi bila menulis dengan hati yang panas, lagilah syaitan galak menghasut, bukan ?
And I do realized I'm not the only blogger who used all those harsh words. But yeah, I'm glad you came across my blog dan tegur saya. However, I would like to know you besides of knowing you as an anonymous.
Because I wanted to thank you personally. :)

Again, thank you very much. :)

Life as it is.

2011-03-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

..........I really don't have any idea to write.
Okaii, here it goes. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah middle March dah. 24hours for me doesn't seem like is enough.
I missed home. But am only gonna go home this sem break. Haih. Missing my baby Iman.
Sooo, this month is quite packed for me. Classes, netball training, futsal training. Trying to keep my body fit. Disamping membakar lemak-lemak comel dibadan. Kononla ni. Training from 8pm to 10pm, lepas tu nasik lemak ayam merah la, ayam penyet Bondi la. Apakah ?? Takleh takleh. Kena ubah ni. Tapi perut selalu lapar. How ? :(
Oh high metabolism, come back to me puhleeess.
Last Saturday we got an invitation to Legenda College in Mantin netball friendly match. But nothing friendly if you ask me. Yes we lost. But the hell with them, main sikit punya kasar macam bola tu kek nak rebut makan. Plus dengan pak pak hitam tepi court yang memekak. Apa kau ingat kau hensem ??? Ish. Buang masa. Buat bakar kulit.

And Sunday ! :D hihi Went to see this movie. My heroooooo

Liam Neeson !

He's old but he's one hell of a guy. :D

This movie damn nice I tell ya. A little bit complicated but takdelah yang buang masa punya complicated. It's like we expect other things to happen but no no no. Awek dalam tu pulek takleh nak lawa lagii.

Worth the Rm12 ticket price. Pergila tengok. Trust me, tak menyesal :)

He's so cool ! :DD

Oh early March, Asyraf treated us with a delightful dinner at Nando's in Alamanda, Putrajaya. Weehooo. Makan orang sponsor, sapo tak suka ? xD My first time in Nando's. Wee jakun sikit la nyah.
But somehow, I would always prefer Kenny Rogers. Oh shaiitt. Now I'm craving for its Mac &Cheese. Grr.

And today I was so tireddddd, it was lunch practical and we had 3pm replacement class. Punya la mengantuk macam gilo. Lemas gila rasa. Sakit hati dengan makhluk-makhluk yg macam haram. Rasa macam nak jerit kuat-kuat. But last-last air mata yang meleleh. Lepas tu sakit kepala. My solution ? Selawat Syifa'. Lega sangat after that. :)

Oh lepas tu teringat kat sesetengah mamat-mamat yang dah ambik paper Hospitality Law ni pulek, blood pressure macam naik. Pergh punya bangga cakap dorang tak pergi kelas pun, boleh score paper Law. Dari last sem pon, the same thing they repeat-repeat benda yang sama. Pergi tulis attendance, boleh balik. Lecturer kasi cincai-cincai je. Datang kelas 3 kali je for the whole semester pun boleh dapat B+. Mak aih, punya tabik aku kat kau. Pandai ek ek ek. Batch kiteorang ramai yang fail. Aku pun sipi-sipi nak repeat. Apa punya teruk lecturer kitaorang yang bermati-mati bagi lecture kat depan, bagi assignment yang most of us boleh score sampai 70/100. Teruknya la dia buat replacement class, ambil attendance. Teruknya la dia sebab tolong kitaorang buat assignment. And worst, he is a lawyer. Ish ish. Lecturer korang dulu mesti hebat kan ?

Well let me say something, dude. That is why they changed the lecturer. The new lecturer stays for almost 2 sems now. And what the are you guys thinking ? Mak bapak hantar belajar, bukan 20sen 30sen satu sem. Cari duit nak nya hantar sekolah bagus-bagus. Walaupun memang mak bapak korang kaya, kau ingat dorang cukur bulu ketiak je, duit luruh mencurah-curah ? Kau boleh pulak bangga pergi cerita kau tak pergi kelas tapi score gila . The hell with that. I don't really care. I got a C+ for the subject, that's okey because that is what I deserved. But at least, aku tak buta langsung pasal subject tu. It may not look like it isfreaking important. FOR NOW. . Aku tak malu nak compare gred aku dengan kau even kau score tinggi-tinggi sebab aku tahu, I did a great job than you. Go for quality, not for quantity. Ever heard of that ? Of course not, because you didn't go to class ay ?
Pathetic sangat. Kesian sangat aku tengok orang mentaliti rendah macam kau. Pergi kelas sebab takut kena bar. Then what the main point of you enrolled in the course ? Dasar sausage roll. Lepas tu bodoh sombong. Tanya aku, tapi bila aku jawab, tak percaya. Apa kau ingat aku dari Terengganu, dari kampung, aku bengap sangat ? Lepas tu 3,4 orang kau pergi tanya balik nak confirm. Aish mamat ni. Kalau kau memang rasa aku ni bodoh sangat, then why bother asking me in the first place ? I may not be genius,student 4flat but at least I'm smart. Smart to think about the subject, and to remember what lecturer tought me in class. I ask whatever I don't know. For god's sake, please la weh. Don't be foolish.
Aku tak cakap aku bagus, but at least, aku pikir parents aku. Aku rasa malas sikit nak pergi kelas, aku terbayang muka mama, abah. Common sense maa.

Oke. Lega dah.
Pheww.

.......FOR NOW.

*Sigh*

"There is always a time when your heart feels like it is injected with some sort of poison ,but you still have to smile on the outside because you didn't want people to notice. But the pain ?

Excruciating."

-Anna

:|

2011-02-09T00:55:00.001+08:00

Next week, it's my turn to be the manager for our lunch practical.
And I'm fucking stressed out.
Seriously.
I really wanna make my lunch a success. I want everything to be perfect. Bukan nak mengharapkan pujian dari lecturer, but that is just who I am. Whatever fuck I do, am gonna do it with all my heart. Coz I want a freaking A for this subject !
Today at class I was editing my table's numbers. Since my lunch falls on Valentine's Day, even I don't celebrate it. But yeah, kinda cool cause I can do anything based on Valentine's Day, love etc. Then a friend of mine teased me, "Wah. Bajet manager la eh kau buat camtu? " I know, he didn't really mean it. Coz he's the kind of guy yang suka bergurau. He didn't said that with a serious tone.
Tak amik hati pon. But deep inside, macam terasa la jugak. Terover sangat ke aku buat preparation.
But I don't know. Coz I'm the type who get panicked easily. That is why, I hate planning when it is last minute.
I like to do things by myself because rasa puas hati.I'm not saying aku je yang bagus, orang lain tak bagus. No. I'm not a selfish, foolish lil biatch.
I don't like to ask people to do my job if I can manage i by myself. I don't want other people to be on burden just because of me. Senang cakap, aku tak suka menyusahkan orang lain.
I want it to be perfect.
I want an A on my result slip this sem.
I screwed up my last semester, I won't let it happen ever again.
And I forgot to return library books since last week.
Bummer.
Okey, cool down.

Okey. I'm stressed out.

Haih :)

2011-01-30T02:01:00.001+08:00

Second week of semester 5.

Monday was our first Advance Restaurant Practical, 43pax came for lunch and it was hectic and chaos. Because the food is not ready when the service started. But it was good. :)

Theory classes, Purchasing and Nutrition are on Tuesday and Friday.

Wednesday we had practical from 8am till 8pm. First is our Advance Kitchen Practicum and then Advance Pastry at 2.30pm. During service, it was packed.

Since our senior is doing International Cuisine, so basically we shared everything in the kitchen and have to take turn to use blender. LOL, come on college. Is it that expensive to buy a blender ?

Like, you charged almost 50 bucks for breaking a padlock and borrowing keys if students ACCIDENTALLY locked the room and forget to take the keys (We'll get to that later. ) and still,

JUST ONE FREAKING BLENDER ?

But kitchen practical was good. I love being in the kitchen more than being in the restaurant. I mean, who doesn't like being surrounded by food right ?
Bonus part is, you cook, obviously you have to taste right ? Go to pastry, culik some brownies or fruits. Go to main course section, took some chicken wings.Stir fry some blanched vegetables, nyum nyum. Spageti, garlic, salt, pepper, chopped parsley and sauteed together. Oh, heaven ! Life is good huh ? ;)

And Advance Pastry ! MY FAVORITE ! Chef Adi is hilarious, like always. And he shared so many tips.
I'm looking forward for next class. :D

Thursday is well, my sleeping class. x) I woke up at 2pm, mandi, solat Zuhur, sleep until 5.30pm, solat. Rotting in bed, online. Watch How I Met Your Mother over and over. Oh Neil, why do you have to be gay.

Saya gay, saya hot.

So yeah, Thursday is a payback for my Wednesday.
My weekend ? Today I went to Midvalley with Faris, Farhaan, Naim, Ira and Diana for I.T Fair. Bought a pendrive. Finally. But I hate going to malls when I don't have money to shop. I wanted to window shopping, but then thinking 3 guys were following us, nahh. Lain kali la. xD Kesian.
So we went bowling after the fair. It was funnnnn ! :D

Yeah, Ira went strike for I don't know how many freaking times. She rocks ! Faris won the second game. And Naim, hihih. xD Better luck next time ay !
REMATCH !!!
Tengah nak balik, I saw handbags at Bonita, 70% off. Apa lagi, tarik Ira masuk ! Buy two, additional 10% off. The real price was RM130++, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! 34bucks baby ! But, I bet they're not really that expensive, marketing strategy of course. But wuddaheck, I'm a woman ! I saw 70% I'm happy enough. I don't buy things when it's not on sale. Well, except if I went shopping with mummy and daddyyyyyy ! :D Muah muah. Love ya both ! <3
I'm not really crazy about bags, but then I really need a bag which is big enough for me to campak my books, and whatever freaking things I can sumbat in there. Senang, cepat dan tak merimaskan. So, yeah berbaloi. :)

And tomorrow is Sunday, which I promised myself, I'll start on my assignments. InsyaAllah.

So, there's this one cafe.
Garden Lifestyle Store & Cafe. I knew this cafe from one of the food review blogger. And when I went to Curve, Damansara that day, I saw it. Terus jatuh hati. Cantik sangat.

Flowers ! :')

Sweeeeet

Did I ever mention, guys who can play music instruments are so fucking hot ?

During the day view

Entrance

Its so beautiful I could cry !
Somehow it gaves me some idea on how my dream cafe and bakery will look like. :)
The one I saw today is at Midvalley Megamall. Although it is not as beautiful as the one in Curve, it still made my day. And I saw the menu, it is not that expensive. I mean, affordable.
But of course, I didn't get the chance today coz we already ate earlier.
It would be nice if somebody brings me here for lunch on my birthday next week. :PP
Nahhhh :)

Will be going back for Chinese New Year break on Wednesday night.

Happy Chinese New Year to my friends and lecturers !

May this year is blessed and filled with prosperity.

And McDonald's Prosperity burger sucks big time this year.

Pictures credit to Google and Aly's Food Review

Jan 2011

2011-01-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

Last semester's result was average. And my worst semester ever. Not as good as my last sems, my pointer drops of course. But still, Alhamdullilah. Legaaaaa gila I passed my Hospitality Law, well I got a C+.
And my Culinary Artistry is B-. Really frustrated. I know I did better than that, but I won't argue coz I missed class like more than 3 times I think due to the virus fever that I have to go back Kemaman.
Not a really good start for me for this semester. Sigh. But glad that my CGPA is still 3.43, so I can catch up this semester.
This semester I'm taking advance classes. Kitchen, restaurant service and pastry ! Oh yeahh. I loveeee pastry.
So last week's class, Chef Adi asked us to find a cake recipe that is our favorite. I chose Toblerone cheesecake which I got the recipe from blogger, Julietanna. I loveeee this cake like seriously. But I just make some alteration to it, then wuddya know, Chef Adi chosed mine for us to make next week ! Because I'm the only one who choose chilled cheesecake. So like, yeah you know. I feel like so excited ! But Chef will not use Toblerone I think. :P
I'm thinking if doing Daim cheesecake during this chinese new year. Who doesn't love Daim choc ?
Sedapppnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. *Drools

Today is 23rd of January. Almost the end of it.
And last Wednesday, we received a bad news. One of my closest friends, Che Wan Nurliyana Aishah lost her beloved father.
Early that morning she texted me saying she's going to take leave as her father was admitted to hospital. And her uncle picked her up, and around 10am she told me her father could't make it. I was too shocked. Her father was a healthy man. But yeah, ajal maut ditangan Allah.
Ecah, we're here for you, dearest.
Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.
Al-fatihah.

Fucked up.

2011-01-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

Funny how the words he said to you, well, he used to say that to me.
All the fucking same damn thing. But hey, I'm not surprised. And yeah, it brings back memories. All those things that I tried my fucking best to forget, did not fade even an inch.
And I wish all the best to you and him. :)

Saya manusia biasa, punya hati dan perasaan.

Dan rasa cemburu.

Semoga Allah ampunkan dosa saya.

110111

2011-01-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

Hihih. Mak sukaaa. xD Never had too many birthday reminders on FB home. Eksaited weehooo ! 1,2,3,4,5 birthdays today. 6 includes my darling Syarafina Ashiqin but I already texted her just now.

Nadiy, my collegemate. Joe my highschool buddy. Sir Edward, one of the Hospitality School's senior lecturer. Amirah, my friend's lil sister and Aisha Nabila my ex school mate. Happy birthday ! :)

Still waiting for that Rueben to answer me ! Grr. I'm still at home, going back to college this Sunday which is a day before 5th semester classes start. For the past 3 sems, I've always collect my result on the first day it's released. Since I registered earlier, so here I am, at home. Worrying sick bout my 4th semester's result. Shit.

I'm nervous and it's killing me to know that my result is there waiting for me to get it.

Damnnnn girrrllll. x( Law, please please be nice to me.

And my status saying bout the show I watched earlier, Dining With Death. Seriously, geli siakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. But hey, its cool xD

Officially, I'm freaking out bout my result. Haih.

Hoping the best result, InsyaAllah. :)

Malaysia Vs Indonesia 4-1 yawwwwwwwwwwww

2010-12-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

Wawawa I watched football last niteeee ! The whole gameeee with the real intention to watch it. Bukan sebab dah takde channel or tv kene conquer. Malaysia won ! :D Go Harimau Malaya ! You guys were awesome !
And, if it's not because if Khairul Fahmi, dah berapa Indonesia bolos semalam.
The penalti was superb, boy ! Gila ah punya stail terboikkk demo.
Penuh Facebook tetibe minat Fahmi. :P Macam aku la, dulu takde nye kenal players Malaysia. Only the twins. Tapi they didn't play last nite. So whatever.
And Fahmi dah ada girlfriend. So IN YOUR FACE, GIRLS ! Heheh :P

Macam Jepun.
And I read his girlfriend's blog. There's this one particular entry yang Elia ni cakap how it feels being a gf to a public figure. You know, ramai orang minat and all. So ada ayat dia yang very the sweeet giloss.

"there is no deal pon if peminat khairul fahmi semakin bertambah. even most of it are girls because I believe I am his no.1 fan and I will stand by his side even when the whole world are against him. Besides, I happened to know him back then when no one even care who is "Khairul Fahmi Che Mat"

Wootsss ! You go girl ! Ayat dia yang last tu, it touched my heart. Like seriously.
:) All the best to you guys !

So enough with Fahmi.

Now,

*PENGSAN*

Sapo niiii ? Everybody, meets Irfan Bachdim. Asal kau comel sangaaatt haaa ????


GREEN EYESSSSSSS DROOL

Jersi 17, Indonesia. But he is Dutch+Indonesia. No wonder. Heeee.

Oke dah. Nak cari Facebook dia. Tapi dah ada girlfriend. :(
*Hentak kepala kat dinding*

About being tall,

2010-12-28T15:52:00.000+08:00

I mean, VERY tall. One of the tallest girls in primary school. Maybe that's why the teachers voted me for one of the candidates for the head student ? And I am the head student after that.
Maybe it's a good thing being tall during primary school, never get bullied. That's for sure. Plus, who berani buli head student ? xD
But still, I'm the shortest among my siblings. Like so comel at that time. Hihih. I realized it when came across my sister's graduation pictures in 2001. I was 10 back then.
But now..... Are you guys shrinking or something ? :|
So among my friends, I am the tallest.
AND THROUGH MY SCHOOL YEARS, LELAKI TINGGI BOLEH KIRA DENGAN JARI TAU TAK TAU TAK !!

~Ni contoh le. Sadiskan ? Boobs paras muka. xDD

So being a tall girl kadang-kadang menyakitkan hati. Like when you go anywhere with your petite friends, PETITE YE PETITE. Bukan pendek. And people looked at you like you're a freak. Just like at a wedding of my friend's sister recently, I wear my red baju kurung with wedges. And the caterer kids, my age la kot. Were in front of me while I took my meal. And secara obviously stupidnya, one of the boy said to the girl, 'weh, tingginya dow.' And they all laughed like its a hilarious joke and making me feel like I'm a clown ya know !
Demotivated jadinya tau.
Ceh. Naaah. I don't give a damn. Peduli pergi mampus la kau. Dengki la tu kau renek terbantut. Mak bapak kau tak pernah ajar kot cara-cara budi bahasa. Kesian.

When I'm in high school, I was like soooooooooooooo skinny and tall. And some of the boys call me ORANG LIDI.


OMG I CAN DRAWWWW !!!

Kejam kan ? Penderaan mental betul. Nasib sekarang tak jadi retarded.
Underweight like memang takde harapan like oh my doodles.
Thanks to my high metabolism at that time, I can eat a whole cow and still maintaining the nickname of Orang Lidi.
Naaahhh. Until I rolled in college. I gained 6kgs after that. Byebye high metabolism.
And now, I am within my ideal weight. Looking from the bright side, it's a good thing. Looking from the not-so-bright side, I feel like I'm getting fatter. This reduces my confidence of wearing my favourite shirts or anything. And I got big hips. Maybe it's genetic. I don't know. Soooooooooo I need to lose some weight, and still maintaining it to be in the ideal weight.


THIS IS ME, NOW. SEE, I AM NOT FAT.


THIS IS WHAT I WANT.

The only time I lost 4kgs in a week time, is when I fall sick last semester.
Tapi in this good health condition all this good food temptation and no exercise at all, phew.
Farysa Allyssa if you read this, next semester, instead of eating keropok and cekodok at the park, this time, we go exercise oke oke okeeeee.

So there, I'm no longer an underweight stick figure. I'm not fat or overweight. I am just in the phase of growing up. :) And I thank Allah for whoever I am. And for you girls out there, feel good about yourself.
As long as you're happy, then no other things matter. <3

:)

2010-12-24T20:53:00.001+08:00

Dah habis idea sangatla tu nak letak tajuk apa. Smiley pun smiley le.
Am updating via my Nokia since my sister is doing some 'accounting' using my lappy baby in my room. Yeeeeaaaaa right. Padahal duk ting ting main bejeweled. Haha.

Sooooo.... I'm just gonna wish a very happy Merry Christmas to my friends who are celebrating it tomorrow. Have a blast you guys ! :)

Pelik eh tengok orang melayu beriya wish merry xmas kat orang melayu. Time deepavali takde pulak wish gitu yek. Heee.

Semester Break.

2010-12-20T01:13:00.001+08:00

I'm bored. Seriously I am. Bila kat college, sibuk nangis-nangis nak balik. Kejadah apaaaa laa aku ni.
Haih. So, semester break was okey I guess. Still got two weeks to go before semester starts. Semester 5. Wow. Still got like 2 sems more. And I'm praying hard I didn't flunk Hospitality Law. Damn it. Make me nervous each time I think bout that. So, what have I've been doing for the past 20 days. Hurmm, makan, tidur, on9, going out, download movies, watched the downloaded movies, sleep. Yeah, pathetic ay ? Nahh. Kinda enjoy it though. I tried baking, but the old oven is making me stress. So, I gave up. What's the point of baking when I can't see the temperature number ? I had piles of videos of cool desserts I wanna try. Dad, please. A new oven please ? :(
Moving on, today is a great day. Plus, it's effing cold. Salji turun like OH MY LANTAAA ! (ANTM Cyle 14 if ya know what I mean. ) Tefaaaaaaakk ? Patheticnya konon salji. LOL. It was just the rain. The whole day. Wawawawa. I went out with Ecah. And her bodyguard( her brother) shooooooooo cuteee. haha
We watched this movie,

Oke Diyana Amir takleh comel lagi ke ?????!!!! So the story line was surprisingly good actually. Tapi certain parts aku rasa very the stupid. Bergegar gelak aku dengan Ecah. Benda tu tak lawak pon sebenarnya. But we're just being us. xDDD Its not the movie that matters actually. Just the thought of two good friends hang out together and had a blast. THUMBS UP for TGV's popcorns. Its dilishes bak kata Iman. And the regular size was as big as GSC's Large size popcorns. A good cinema is where the popcorns are superbs. Oke ? Got it ?
Did I mention the last part of the movie is so bloody not realistic ? It's true ! Come on, you got stabbed at your stomache, and then later, your arm was the one got bandaged. Now that stupid isn't it ?
And I never realised that Ashraf Muslim is fucking hot =P~

Ada iras-iras Sheikh Muszaphar. *melting* Ololololo tomey tomeyyy.

But still, my love towards you will never fade, my Edward Cullen.

But baby, I'm sorry. You've always been busy pergi gigit orang sana, hisap darah orang sinun. So I've found someone as awesome as you. Sharing is caring honey. xD

Ahhh. My beloved Gordon Ramsay. His accent just blowed me awayyyy. Oh careful lil buddy. He'll cook you soon. And that my friends, is one adorable *die* smile. I'm sure my dad will glad if I keep him. Hihih.
:P

*Gigit-gigit bantal*

Ohkeeyyy, I'm done with my crapping for today.
Sebenarnya, aku pon tak tahu apa benda aku mengarut. So bye.

End of Semester 4.

2010-11-29T19:58:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my final exam for both papers, Human Resource Management and Hospitality Law. To be honest, seriously I'm not ready for H. Law paper. Sigh. I'm worried that my pointer will be dropping. This subject requires FACTS. And I'm not really good in memorising facts. Give me fictional essays, math (NOT addmath, of course) then I'll be happy to complete em. But law, urggh. Why oh why. It's not that I didn't study, I barely skipped classes. But, I don't know. I never felt this nervous before.
Oh, the exam unit had been a chaos for the past 3 days. They kept changing the exam timetable for HRM. Stupid management. Can't put all the blame to em though. But whatever.
Will be doing last time revision on both subjects right after I pack all my things. Will be going home straight after exam. Dad will me pick me up. Yippeeeeeee. Going home !. Hope to see my girls this week. :)
Wish me luck everbody. InsyaAllah. :)

Please and please and please..

2010-11-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

Will someone puhleeeeeeeessss teach me how to play guitar. JUST FOR ONE SONG ! THIS ONE PARTICULAR SONG.
As I don't think anybody would ever play this live in front of me, sooooooo. Too bad I'm no talented at all.
I love this song like seriously ultimately crazy in love.

Fell in love with this version by Boyce Avenue. I almost cry every time I hear this song. ALMOST LA. :P
He's soooooooo goood. But I hate the duet though. Like there's no chemistry at all. What, now you're some kind of music expert Anna ? xD But she's hot.
The beginning guitar played by him is so perfect.
Gahh.
Anyone? Teach me this ? For my birthday this February ? BUT ! I'll treat you 1 large set of whatever you want in McD. HAHA.
Tu je mampu.
x)
I'm too tired from travelling from Kemaman toNilai.
Starting from the delayed flight. Dayyyymmmmnnn ! Instead of reaching Subang at 8.50am, I landed at 10am. Then I took the taxi to the KTM station, RM20. Then took a train to KL central, RM1.60. An Indonesian lady ask me how to go to Chow Kit. I'm like, Err. Betul la ni train ni. Tapi kena pergi KL Central dulu. KOT ? (yg KOT ni dalam hati la. KIHKIH )
Hell I don't know how to go to Chow Kit. Lagu dia aku tahu la. Thanks mum for telling me the story about old lady asking directions and when we look into her eyes, she will pukau us. Weeehuu. Sumpah tadi cakap dengan makcik tu sambil pandang bawah. Uih, mintak dijauhkan la benda-benda macam tu, InsyaAllah.
Later dah sampai KL Central, makcik tu tak turun. Ah sudah. Mintak maaf makcik. Rasanya betul la kot jalan makcik tu. =.=
Took a train to Nilai, RM4.70. Total all is RM26.30 ? But so freahhhkingggg tired.
Compared to RM70 of taxi fare, Subang Airport-Nilai UC. Just sit in the cab, 40minutes ride of silence and awkwardness. I think I'll choose the train. Belajar susah sikit. Ceh.
I should start on my revision like pronto.
My papers are on the 30th and 3rd Dec. Wish me luck ppl ;)

Awesome.....

2010-10-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

.....because I don't have classes in the morning for this semester. Pure heaven. My classes only starts at 1pm and 3pm. But the not-so-pure-heaven thing is I got Artistry Class on Monday and Friday from 5pm to err 10pm. or 11pm. Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. But that class is fun, so wth. Loving it. :)

Hard dough

Fruit and vege carving

Nice eh ? My team's artwork

Monin Cup 2010 ? Kalah. I mean, can't go to the final. Boohoo :(

But then, my lecturer is satisfied with my performance and personally, I think I did a great job. Maybe not the best. But hey, at least I got guts to join it ay ? Out of us 10, 4 are going to the final next Saturday. And a bunch of us will go to support. It's in Taylor's UC Lakeside campus if you guys wanna go watch :)

I fall sick last week. The whole freaking week. Started to feel bad on Friday. I didn't eat, my appetite when ultimately gone. Rasa kurus sekejap. *wink* Then just locked myself in room on Saturday. And tak boleh tahan, Sunday went to the clinic. By myself. Sobs. By taxi. Double sobs. And I have to stop the uncle just before the guard house to puke. EWW. I was scared of maybe having dengue fever.

So, my dad came all the way from Kemaman and brought me home. So I stayed at home for the week.
And its not dengue, Alhamdullillah. Just my blood pressure is low and got some virus in it. Wth. Lost 4kg back then, and maybe gained 5kg back this week. LOL.
But I'm all better now. :)
I need to go watch movie. Like seriously.
-__-' And I want to buy that white shirt from Romp and that purple All Star. *drool* Mummy, you said my result is good, and you promise me prezzies right ? *cute face*

Oh did I mention I hate Hospitality Law. For god's sake, I wanna be a chef not a LAWYERRRRR !!!

But still, I'm gonna and I have to get A for that subject. I have to. I want a new laptop, daddy. And my dad just got himself a Facebook account. Yay for him. Its a good thing though, he and my mummy can see my artistry class' pictures. Missing them oh so much. :')

4th Semester, September 2010

2010-09-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

Genap setahun in NUC ! :D
Another a year and a half to go. Pheww. So, just got back from sem break, raya was oke oke la.
Dapat jalan-jalan dengan my favorite girls :) Dorang ada blog wawawawa ! :DD Lama tak jumpa, semua dah lawa-lawa. AND dapat jumpa Anis ! My baby sister ! Ala, budak Singapore tu. x) Sekejap je, tapi better then nothing aite ! :) <3
And and I got to drive ! Yayyy. But then, mintak maaf kepada penumpang-penumpang yang mungkin mengalami trauma. HAHA. Tapi bila aku bawak sorang-sorang, layannn je. Takde la panik kejadah semua. Hmmph. Been sick like a week after raya and recovering now. I got gastric. Ouchh. But getting better.

Soooooooooo, currently in happy mood since my semester 3 result is quite good and wayyyy better than the last sem. and I'm proud of myself. Manalah tahu boleh dapat scholar. Gonna fight for it !
I'll be participating in Monin Cup 2010 in Taylor's UC this Saturday. There will be 10 of us. Monin is a company which their product consist of fruit syrups, coffee liquor and etc etc. Some sort of premium flavoring for mocktail/cocktail. So I'll be competing in Mocktail section. Today we learn how to use a speed pourer instead of a jigger for the measurement. It's quite hard for me since the bottle is damn heavy. But then it's oke I guess. Earlier in the morning, Ms Aliya brought us to Alamanda, Putrajaya to buy all the ingredients for our 4 days practice. Then we finished juggling bottles, shakers and measuring water around 5. FUN ! New experience for me. Me and Naim are the only Malays who joined this competition. I tried to drag Ecah but then, dia tamoooo. Bluekkk :P I'm nervous and excited at the same time.
Timetables will be out and maybe I'll drop Hospitality Law and exchange it with Workplace Communication.
Ohoiii Semester 4 ! :DD

1 Syawal

2010-09-10T09:29:00.000+08:00

Tunggu my mummy,daddy and big brother balik from masjid. Tak pergi. Cuti. Rugii nya. :|
This year, it is just the 4 of us. Kakyong and family went back to Chendering. Kakteh will be here lepas rumah mertua kot. It's kinda weird fo me. STILL that weird feeling when I don't have the two sisters during the night of Aidilfitri. I missed the old years, I would be watching them baking Raya Cookies, cake and all. And I'll be the one to help put the sweet treats in the container. And the morning of Eid, where we will be in a straight line nak salam parents. Those were the days. This year, only 2 of us. :') Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for my sisters to have their own little family. I do love my brothers in law. They are the best. And of course our little sunshine, Baby Iman. But yea, can't help the sad and lonely feelings. I wonder how my parents feel. Mungkin lagi terasa ? Tapi, fact of life kan ? Tak semua akan kekal. Dan perubahan bukan sesuatu yang tak baik. Wherever they are, my prayers will always be with them. I miss you, sisters. I missed US. :')
Better get rid of these tears before my parents home. Teehee.
Selamat Hari Raya. Have a bless Aidilfitri everybody. :)

End of semester 3

2010-09-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

Had my last final exam paper this morning. ACC120. I think I did quite allright rather than what I've expected.
And there you go, I am done with my semester 3. In December, I'll be completing my first year of my diploma. Time flies huh ? :)

Currently at Subang Airport. Waiting for my flight at 5pm to Kerteh. To home. To my family. :) And I don't feel so good right now. Slightly headache, feels like vomitting. My stomache hurts. Full of gas I guess.
The only thing that makes me feel better is when I bought that pack of Daim chocolate. Yum yum. Can't find it anywhere else. Tapi mak aih, cekik darah betul kedai ni. But then, whadya expect aite ?
The end of Ramadhan. Jadi, di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua yang mengenali insan kudus ini. Ceh ceh. ^^ Maaf zahir batin andai tersilap kata terkasar bicara termaki hamun ter mengumpat. Happy holidays to my dearest friends and I'll see you guys soon aite ? :)

Lots of love,
Anna Fadzlynn

Ramadhan in Nilai.

2010-09-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

Currently in the middle of exam week. Still got two papers left. English and Accounting. Oh, selamat berpuasa. Lagi berapa hari nak raya baru wish. Takpe, asal ikhlas. ^^v
Soooooooo.... First puasa jauh dari rumah. Eh not the first time la. Last year two weeks in PLKN. But then kat sana makan FREEEEEEEEE. Sahur pun orang kejutkan. Bukak puasa ramai-ramai. Sambil main mata dengan scandal scandal. HAHAHA. Kantoi disitu. Rindu pulak. HIHIH. Gatal.
Back to Ramadhan in Nilai ye, SENGSARA. I mean, not that suffering la. Penipu la tu. Makan sedap la jugak. Yang tak best duit laju je mengalir. x( Don't like don't like. I tried so hard to save, but then I eat a lot.
So, the average for each fasting day, I spent RM15 on meal. Only for buka puasa. Sahur ? Lain cerita. T__T Dad, I'm sorry. You wouldn't mind right ? Oke, love you. ^^
And diet konon. Blerghhh. I'm getting comments on how I've gained weight. But then, some of them said I'm not. So, whatever. As long as I am happy. Happy, makan. Sedih pun makan.
Baju raya ? Dah beli. Dah pakai. LOL. I didn't buy baju kurung. Last year's still nice. Pakai pun pagi raya je.
So baik beli yang I'll definitely wear throughout the year. Ceh. Konon brilliant buyer la.
What else. Tomorrow's going to Seremban. Step Up ! Heee. Last movie before Accounting paper this Wednesday. Then at 12.30pm after paper, taxi will pick me up and send me to airport. So anybody wanna accompany me until my flight at 5pm ? No ? Fine. x|
HAHA. Can't wait to go home. Wanna bakes some sweet treats for raya ! <3
End of semester 3's pictures :)

Makan Malam Warisan Budaya Melayu


Class break with sweethearts <3


BIONITE. Hell it's boring. Just being there for the sake of my friend's invitation.

@ Times Square. :) <3


My pretty lecturer's farewell. Pastry Chef Fatimah Ali.

Dataran Seremban


Our final restaurant service practical.

Chef Shafinar yang comel. ^^


Spooky Night @ NUC. With Aki and Amanda :)

Camwhore di library


Camwhore di walkway. Shamel HAHA

Camwhore di kelas Agama. I know. Not good. x)


Dan camwhore di bilik. ^^

DONE. Have a nice day everybody. Puasa jangan tak puasa. :)

Eclipse. :)

2010-07-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

Watched it on the first day it released. :D

Late update. Woh woh.


<3

Eclipse. The love triangle. The story is good. Not as good as Twilight of course. But then, it was worth watching. But I still hate Bella for kissing Jacob. I mean, ARE YOU CRAZY ? You have Edward for heaven's sake !

Okeee. But I think I might falling in love with Jasper ! Woihhh. He's a hottie. I mean, he's cool and he's soooo sweet with Alice. Aww aww. I love you Jasper. :)


Oh he is just soooo fine. Roar.

Its quite depressing when I think that there's only one more Twilight Saga- Breaking Dawn.

And then ? :(

Haihh.

Friend,

2010-07-22T20:45:00.001+08:00

It's funny when in a split second, the person you've been close to, suddenly just doesn't talk to you anymore. No. Not funny actually. It's breaking my heart. *sigh
From strangers, we became friends, and then then became close friends and now ? Back to strangers again. Maybe it's my fault. But I just wish things are cool again between us.
I missed YOU.
I missed your jokes. Your teasing. Our late night chat.
I missed to argue with you at the cinemas just because of who's going to pay for the popcorn.
I missed how you save the big pieces of popcorn for me and take the tiny ones because I don't like em.
Ah. Those were the days. ^^
I missed the way you would ask me in the car which road you have to take because you knew I'll give out the wrong one just to tease me at the end. And you'll pretend that you're angry with me but then you laughed when you see me pouting.
I missed the way you would listen to my story and then you'll give out advises and later you'll joke around when you see me down just to see me laughing again.
I missed how you would you surprised me when you said you still at home but the real thing is you already here and bring me out for lunch. :')
I missed the way you told me stories about your day, the enthusiasm, how your face lighten up whenever you talk. Haih. Guess I'll never see that again.

Yes, how I miss you, FRIEND.

Now, I just don't have the guts to even smile

because I know you'll ignore me.

I'm just wishing you the best.

:')

Take care.

Can I ?

2010-06-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

I wanna make things right again. The way it used to be. Can I ? :)

Down.

2010-06-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern,

Yes, things are different right now. I hate to admit it. And you can put all the blame on me. Cause that is what you see and think. But do you ever try to put yourself in my shoes ? My condition ?
My heart ache each time I think about it.
I don't know where did I go wrong. Sometimes, I just wanna scream saying that I didn't change. I'm still Anna.
Just because he came in my life, that doesn't mean I'm forgetting everything around me.
I tried making things like it supposed to be. Like always. I hate when people compared me with someone else not realizing that I'm hurt. I have a heart too you know ? A feeling.
Yes, I am hurt right now. Things are getting stressful for me these days. That manager thingy. God. I just need you guys. But I'm scared to ask coz I'm afraid you will ignore me.
For the hundredth time, I am sorry. I don't know what to do to have you guys back. :'(
I miss you.

:)

2010-06-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

Bila aku kata aku sayang, aku tak main-main.

:)

Happy Birthday :)

2010-06-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

Nazim Izzuddin's 19th birthday.
Wishing you the very best in life and goodluck for your degree. :)
Nasik lemak cp satuuuuuu. :P

I'm still the same person.

2010-06-02T02:39:00.003+08:00

Nothing has change.
I'm still the old Anna.
Tolongla paham. :(
I mean, where did I go wrong guys ?
Tell me.
You guys know how much u meant to me. I miss you guys so much. :'(
I'm sorry if I did something. I just want things to be normal again.
Just like before. :(

Yeap.

2010-05-25T18:31:00.001+08:00

Kalau ada manusia yang paling confused dalam hidup dia sekarang ni,

I guess, that would be me.

T__T

I just wanna let things out. It starts to grow inside me bit by bit.

Worst yet, I do not know how.

Damn it, I need Snickers bar.

My weekend, Port Dickson, Iwan.

2010-05-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

Weekend was great. :)
Spend the two days at Port Dickson.
Saturday, went to ACT Tourism Seminar organised by Kementerian Pelancongan Negeri Sembilan with
Anice Dely.
HAHA. I day dream throughout the talk. :P Penceramah kelakar and had been working for American Express for almost 20++ years ? And now, he's operating a HAIR SALOON somewhere in Kajang.
Because that is his real desire. T__T
He even brings along a hair straightener set and demonstrate to us. LOL. xD But it was cool. :)

Semua ni takde makne kalau dah sangap nak tido. T__T

Lightning conference hall hotel tak boleh harap. With sweetheart, Anice Dely :)

AND SUNDAY !

Went to the beach ! Huyeahhh. :D With MSS members. And a lecturer. BBQ and enjoying ourself from the morning till dawn. HAHA. Well, I didn't swim due to something something. Unlucky me. T___T

sobssss. But yea, I had lotsa fun with them :) The food was great. Gosh I miss Cherating and Pantai Maknik. :')

Andddd, I've got sunburn. Auch. But it was worth it.

HAHA. Lightning macam ni I suka you. xD

Darlings <3 Ecah and Ira :)

Gambar 1- Faris yang depan sekali sangat excited ye naik banana boat. Okay fine yang lain tak ready.

Gambar 2- Kelihatan Farhaan, Adam, Faez, Nazim, Azri, Asyraf sangat best sebab ready for camera. TAPI KENAPA SI FARIS YANG TADI EXCITED SEKARANG DIA TAK TENGOK CAMERA ! T__T'

Sumpah dengki baiiii. Nak naik jugak menatang tu. Takpe-takpe. Sabar.
Hilangla kauuuu wahai sunburn. -__-

Oh Iwan ?
HAHA. He's cute. Nice song ay ? :)

1:13 terbaik.
Kau V.I.P dihatiku.

Ah, you know who you are. :')

Woh woh.

2010-05-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

Serious shit mesti bangga kan ?

Errr.... Sudah-sudahlah.
Senyum sudah.
:)

HAHA. Gambar lama.

T___T

2010-05-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

Emosi macam ~~sial~~ dua tiga hari. Nilai hujan. Menambahkan perasaan gloomy. Baju bertambun nak kena basuh. Kang basuh hujan tak ke bazir 3 ringgit cuci machine. Tak larat den nak basuh manually. T__T. Bukan malas tapi menggunakan kemudahan yang ada. x) Result last semester Alhamdullilah tapi bukan 4 flat la. Woooo tak dapat Jersey M.U la camni. Sedih deh.
Kelas dah mula tapi tak busy lagi so I spent most of the days with sleeping. Commercial class starts on the 1st June. Yay dapat floor dengan Ms. Aliya ! Tapi kitchen bukan Ms. Fina. Wuuu. :'( My turn to be the manager of the day is on the 22nd of June. Nervous seh. Aku ni dahla clumsy. Ada potential ke jadi manager comel yang berjaya ? xD
InsyaAllah. Ada rubber ada tauhu, tak cube tak tahu. Get it get it ?
Pembeli tiket yang berpotensi dah ada. HAHAHA. Tak datang siap korang.
Sepatutnya this semester ambik 6 subjek but since ada clash, Islamic Studies kena drop. For the second time. Then I thought add a subject so it'll still be 6 but Hospitality Law baii. Lagi-lagi kelas sampai pukul 7. Oh cukupla last sem tak dapat pergi pasar malam sebab kelas habis pukul 9. Orang lain dah wangi-wangi pergi dating, aku baru keluar kitchen muka tak boleh nak minyak lagi bau roti segala. HAHA loser gila. Tapi bila tengok diorang makan yang aku bake, woih hilang penat. :')
Commercial class means I'll be damn busy. Better that way. Rela busy so that I can keep things off yang menyerabutkan kepala otak. Lagi afdal serabutkan otak dengan manager report. Ye tak ? :)

Seriously these days, cepat terasa. Why ?
I don't freaking know. Time of the month takde kene mengena ye. Itu just mitos. Period je, badmood. HAHA. Mana ada. Mind over matter.
But right now, sikit-sikit terasa. Abang marah sebab bagitahu last minute suruh email last sem's result pon rasa nak nangis. Memang betul la. Pergi bagitahu last-last minute macam orang lain takde kerja nak layan aku sorang. Wuuu. Sedih. Makan pun tak habis. Dulu kirim salam la nak tengok sebutir nasik setitis peluh petani kat pinggan.
Biarlah. Esok-esok okeyla kot.
Kalaulah Kemaman tu macam Nilai-Putrajaya. Heaven gila.
Abah, rumah Adam kawan Ann kat Putrajaya sebelah tu kosong.
Lawa rumah tuuu. Takde pagar.
xD
Memang tak mahal la pulak rumah kat situ kan.
HAHA. Kemaman jugak best. Rindu Kemaman :')

Lagu best.

Rindunya saya kat awak. :'(

2010-05-19T03:19:00.000+08:00

Aku rasa marah sangat. Rasa sakit hati. Rasa sebak. Rasa macam urghh !
Tapi aku tak boleh nak lepas. So biar je la ?
Tapi fahamlah sikit. Aku ada hati jugak. Fragile weh.
Aku nampak macam tak kisah sebab aku taknak tambah masalah. Sabar aku ada had.

Demam ni. Nak balik rumah.

So,

2010-05-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

Back in college. Is it me or it is just too hot here in Nilai ? Or maybe I didn't feel too good right now. Homesick laa apa lagi. Mum just texted me saying they already arrived in Kemaman. Sigh.
Glad Fieka's here. My other sweethearts will be coming back tomorrow and the day after. Balik cepatlah !
New semester will begin this week and now I can really start on worrying about my result. T____T
I missed home. Already.

And, I miss you.

2010-05-05T14:57:00.002+08:00

If I could just ask for one thing.

Pheww.

2010-05-02T12:45:00.003+08:00

I'm getting a lil excited over here. sigh. July's too far. T____T

8th July 2010.

Barang baru.

2010-05-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

Tanya laa. :D

HERE :)

Urghhhhh.

2010-04-26T01:48:00.001+08:00

I hate goodbyes. Damn.

1 more to go !

2010-04-24T19:25:00.001+08:00

Last paper is on Monday. Basic Restaurant Service. And then, I'm going home babyyy !
OMG tak sabarnya nak gomol my little hero si Iman.

Balik rumah, nak pergi pantai. Nak mandi laut puas-puas. Lepas tu nak cari jeans baru. Sweater baru. Bag laptop baru. Bag travel baru. Nak wedges.
Tapi kena cari duit dulu. -____-
Lepas tu nak pergi tengok movie dengan kakak
Duit lagi. -_____-
Lepas tu nak beli novel Vampire lagi banyak.
Pon duit jugakk. -____________-
Nak download lagu, nak download movie.
Hah. Yang ni je free. Nak download kat kolej, laju la pulak server.
Abah, nak broadband. Please please
Semua kena duit ni pe cite ni derrr.
Kena kerja laa. Adoi.
Okee balik rumah nak diet !
Exercise. Kalau tak, bye bye Levis. Damn you asal tak muat !
-_____-
WAAAAA. CANNOT WAIT TO GO BACK !

End of Semester 2,

2010-04-17T18:29:00.001+08:00

Currently in final exam week. Yesterday was the first paper, Malaysian Studies or sejarah. Which I'm worried if I'm gonna repeat that paper next sem. OMG. I don't freaking know why I flunk this subject since like forever.
It is just history for god's sake. But never mind.;) Next paper is on Monday. Woot woot. Wish me luck !

Last weekend, my lecturer Ms Fina organized a class trip to SUNWAY LAGOON babyyyy !
I've never been there so agak jakun macam T____T
But it was hell-o-fun I tell ya !
I was so excited that I wanted to try all the rides. Woohoo big mistake girl. Big mistake.
There's one ride where I almost cried. Almost ? Teehee. ;p
And then the spinning cup which if I can turn back time, sumpah aku tak naikk.
Biru hijau putih muka lepas tu. And I throw up. -__-
But then, being there with my dearest classmates and friends and lecturers,was like gempak gilaaa !

Arrival :)

Sunblock. Sunburn jugak baliknya. -__-

Sumpah aku tak bukak mata masa ride ni. 360 darjah dia pusing. Gila.

Benda ni. Benda ini la yang menyebabkan mukaku hampir sama dengan dinding putih.

In picture, Naim, Lynn, Azry and Yazmin :)

The classmates ;)

Best :D

My fav picture ! I <3 you guys :)

Sunway Pyramid ;)

Nak balik dah. Bye bye. :)

Next, they all plan nak pergi Cosmo's World takpon Genting. Ah ye. I'll be at the kiddies ride only oke :p

Now, I need to finish my pastry report. Hoping an A for this subject :)

In love with this poem from Zahiril Adzim

Dalam telapak hati kau.

Benar ini hati kau,

Yang berada dalam telapakku, penuh ?

Jawab kau,

"Aku tak pernah beri."

I've learned my lesson. And I will not be repeating it for the second time.

I'll be more careful. Thanks for teaching me something.

I'm your friend and always am.

I don't blame anybody as it happens. It just did.

And as a human being,

I take it as a part of growing up and as time goes by,

I'll think back of the memories and just smile.

It is life.

And I'll take it as it is. :)

2010-04-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Spent my weekend at Sepang International Circuit doing part time under Pan Pacific KLIA.
Hell of fun ! I was incharge in one of the corporate suites for the VIPs. Tiring but still, I've gained lotsa experience.
Then back in college, checked my phone and there's a text from my little sweetheart, Anis. Aww. She's leaving for her hometome, Singapore to further her study in one of the colleges there. Then I felt a lil stab in my heart for a split second. She won't be here when I'm on semester break. Like my last semester's, we spent time together, having fun. Sigh. Yeah, I'm already been missing you, missy.
We will not be able to see each other much after this. But, Anis. I wish you all the best for your new life in college. Study smart luv ! Hoping to see you soon ! Take good care of yourself ayy.

Mana laaa tahu nanti sys buat internship kat Singapore. ;p
*picture : one of my favorite photo of me and her :)
This video is specially for you dearest :)

2010-03-30T18:40:00.000+08:00

Letting go of something that was never mine. Even from the beginning.
Pathetic enough ?
Oh yes.

Back in college,

2010-03-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

Tanakkkk dah naik Firefly. Tanakkkkk. Letihh woo.
But I like flying with Firefly compared to MAS.
Its more comfy but the bad thing is Subang's too far from Nilai by KTM. Anddddd I'm soooo freaking tired.
Arrived at college at noon. And class at 2pm until almost 9pm.
And now, I have to do slides for tomorrow's presentation ! Like TOMORROW !
AND TEST ! -____________-
Final's so near. And I'm not well prepared. I am mentally tired and lack of sleep.
Guess that 5days at home tak cukup. Mengadaaaaaaa.
I do realized, I whined alot in this blog.
Urghh.

Just go awayyyyyyyyy please whatever fuck in my head. Why am I still thinking ? Its not worth it. And it doesn't mean anything for god's sake. Get out get out.

2010-03-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

I'm back at home. A place where I finally can breath right for these few days.
A break is all I need. Just for a little while before finals begin.
There's nothing more I missed while in college, that is giving my parents a goodnite kiss.
Just like what I did just now. :)

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

Need You Now by,

Lady Antebellum

Seriously,

2010-03-23T23:06:00.001+08:00

I just don't care anymore.

No. I lied.
I miss you and I hate myself for that fact.

Suffocated.

2010-03-22T00:50:00.001+08:00

My weekend was a blast of course.

NUC organized an Open Day. And yea, Waiter's Race was awesome !

We won 2nd place. How cool is that. HAHA

Above- With lecturers, Ms Aliya and Ms Peace, classmates and seniors

Below- Bukti menang. Lol. Menang betul la ni.

Bought some food and drinks, get back to room and sleep until my roommate

wake me up and said "Anna, you tidur lama sangat dah."

Aww. Your roommate ada kejutkan macam tu ? HAHA

And my Sunday ?

I woke up at 2pm and eat,

then did some revision and sleep again until 6pm.

Oh heaven.

I eat, I sleep, I cook, I eat, I sleep, I bake, I eat, and I sleep again.

No wonder my butt is getting bigger.

SHOOT.

Really, a diet. Is all I need.
And I have black pepper beef rice for dinner. So much for diet eh ?
The boys stay to watch M.U vs Liverpool after dinner.
I really wanna watch it too coz the last game I watched with them was not that bad.
Or maybe because they watched the game and I watched New Moon on my baby lappy. ;p
I don't really enjoyed watching football,
but I do enjoy to see the boys' enthusiasm while watching the game. HAHA. So cute man.
Oh, M.U won aite ? Glory glory I really bloody desperately want the Nike M.U sweater. LOL.

BUT,

Somehow, this place seems too crowded.

Maybe I'm the only one who felt this way. Sigh.
Lambatnya Khamis. -___-'
I really need to be at home. Just for a moment.
To charge my spirits, my inspiration.

She rocks ! ;)

Now perfect endings make you anxious
Heavy head, a colder sweat
Leaving nothing here, nothing to regret.

Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive.

- Orianthi

Seriously, aku rimas sangat. Rimas sangat-sangat.

...

2010-03-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

The only thing that can hurt me is you.

Edward Cullen,

The Twilight Saga New Moon 2009

2010-03-18T22:55:00.001+08:00

Oh yea, I'm coming home next weekend.
Can't wait. :)

March,

2010-03-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

Currently struggling from this sea of assignments, presentations and tests. It is almost near to final exam. Gosh. Time flies. I've been stressed out from everything. I just wanna go home before finals. I've surveyed the flight ticket for nextweek and its reasonable. BUT. The main problem is I don't wanna skip Pastry Class on Friday since the flight is on Thursday evening. I love that class. I've been working my ass off for this subject. Plus, my sister challenged me to get a 4 pointer for this sem as I ask her to buy me a-damn-gorgeous-mouthwatering Nike Manchester United red sweater. *drools drools.
I'm not a big fan of football mind you. I barely watch it unless the guys are watching so I'm like okee. Well, I know who's Rooney or is it Roney something something so I guess I can called myself a Man U fan. Hah. Boleh pulak macam tu eh ? ;p It just that I loveeee their shirts and jerseys and sweaters. And I do need some new novels and tshirts and a new bag. Darn.
Soooooooooo, I guess I won't be going home after all. I have to work hard. I do ask my parents to come visit me but I think its quite troublesome. That's oke. I'm a big girl. Not that manja manja anymore.
But lately, I can't sleep well. Again. I mean, I stayed up until 2, 3 am finishing my assignments, studying but then when I DO HAVE TO SLEEP, I CAN'T ! Wth. This morning I was about to miss class which I already missed last week if my friend didn't text me. See. Something wrong with me. Mummy, help me. :(

I'm excited to have my first restaurant service and kitchen practical for this semester ! My group will be serving for dinner and cook for lunch. Weehoo.
On this Saturday, my college organized an Open Day. I'm participating in Waiter's Race. HAHA.

AND I HAVEN'T WATCH REMEMBER ME ! IT'S ROBERT PATTINSON!
Some says it sucks. Well, I don't freaking care. Cause I know my Edward Cullen won't let me down ay baby? :D I don't care if I have to watch it alone. I just wanna watch it ! And Eclipse's going to be released this end of June. I am excited. :)

Don't hate him for his hair. <3

But then, deep inside I felt empty.

I'm losing something and my heart ache from everytime I think about it.

I don't wanna think about it. I pretend I'm oke. I smiled, I laughed so it will go away.

But, it won't. Its stuck there, and hell I don't freaking know how to let it out.

I'm lying to myself saying that I'm fine.

When I'm not.

Its like when you've been so comfortable with something and suddenly,

a wall appeared in front of you.

I'm like WHAT ?

Its like you give a small children a lolipop,

but the moment the poor child want to take it, its either drop on the sand

or another children grabbed it. Sigh.

Its not wrong to miss you and our moments together right ?

As if you even care.

It's fine. I've been through this before.

See. I lied. Again.

Boyce Avenue

2010-03-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

I love Boyce Avenue !
<3
I only have few of their songs. I want more ! But with the "ultra high speed" of internet connection here in Nilai University College, kirim salam nak download lagu. -_____-

But i love this one !

I thought that the feeling of missing someone is painful enough. But knowing that the person doesn't even had a clue, it hurts even more. *sigh :(

I'm tired.

2010-03-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

I don't feel good these days. I'm stressed out. It's midterm already and I got test, assignments, presentations and I got another 3 days of practical at Nilai Springs. I know I didn't do well on some of the papers for midterm test. But lately, it seems like I lost my concentration.

I want Snickers bars. Lots of em. And famous amos cookies. And I want to eat cheese cake. God. I missed my chocolate cheese cake. Worse yet, I feet like I wanna go home and cuddle up on my bed, forgetting everything. But I can't. I have my responsibility here. This is what I chose from the start. I'm not regretting anything, mind you. I lovee what I'm doing and learning. And I loveeee my friends here. Great friends I must say.
But I'm tired. :( I don't even get a good night sleep recently. Bad dreams. Shit.
I want to see my parents. I asked em to come visit me. And I hope I can see them before the finals.
I miss my Adzeem Iman.
Now I'm just trying to let out. But hell I don't know how. Stressed is not a really good thing for me. Because I'm afraid I'll get the hypotension again. Just like last year. But I'll be allright. I'm a big girl ay. :p

Oh yea, I started playing netball again. Today was my first day. One of the ways to keep me busy from thinking nonsense things. The girls are nice. :)

I have to score and maintain my pointer for this sem. Like seriously.
Goodnight world. Hoping tomorrow will be better :)

*Image from Google. Gila emo nak mampos gambar.

=D

2010-03-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

Completed ! Yay. The novel is awesome ! I'm so in love with Vampires' tales.
Thirst 2, I'm gonna getcha ! Tunggu elaun masuk. ;p
I haven't start on the Night World series yet.
Tak boleh tak boleh lagi. Assignment, tests, presentations, midterm. -___- Gosh.

*Kalaulah assignment based on reading novels. Tak ke best. -.-'

Nightlight: A Parody of Twilight

2010-02-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

Went to Midvalley today with my college mates. I'm doing a research on Teppanyaki Restaurant for my group assignment. Thanks Asyraf for helping me ! He did the intro talking since I was like so blurrrrrr. -_-
Pheww. Nasib abang supervisor tu baik. Thanks Teppanyaki !
Then I went inside MPH bookstore. *drools
So many new novels ! So little money. I didn't buy any. Heh.

But then I saw this. The cover looks so much like Twilight just the apple is eaten. Stupid. It is the Twilight Parody.
-_____-
First I thought it would be funny. And wanted to have this book. Tengok harga, RM50++ WTFishhhhh !
Gila nipis buku mahal cekik darah pqkqwpqaslfioufiashdkj.
And just now I Googled the readers reviews, and most of em says that it sux. Big time. So I wouldnt buy it.
I hope. HAH ! ;p
Bella Goose and Edwart Mullen. xD
I enjoyed watching twilight's parody on youtube. Damn funny.
xD
Tak baek betul la mempermainkan watak Edward yang hensem tu. Ish ish. Kesian.
Whatever they made fun of you,
I still love you my Edward Cullen.
Woaa.
:p

Random

2010-02-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel. "

-Anonymous

Double yay !!

2010-02-16T18:17:00.001+08:00

Arrived at KLIA at 11 am. Took a bus to KTM. I'm like burning in the bus. And it took forever to reach KTM. Yela dah bayar 3 hinggit.
I refused to take a cab straight to college. Jimat cermat. Ceh ceh.
Lagipon takut nak naik cab sorang-sorang. Ayat taknak kalah. ;p
And I missed the college bus when I reached KTM. ~~Shit.~~
So I did my own thinking. Wait for an hour for the next college bus and endure this hot day or I can just take a cab and go back to my hostel room so I can have my nap as I'm freaking sleepy. Hey, what a surprise, I chose no 2. HAHA
Danggg. It cost me ten bucks. Grr ! Gila cekik darah uncle ni.
Dahla all the way from KTM, he did this clicking sound from his mouth like
err. freaky ?!
I doozed off and my dearest roomate surprised me with a birthday present ! The Night World series book No 2 ! :DD
Yayy. Thanks roomie, <3 Faris is already here but,
Farhaan, Asyraf and Effa are coming back tomorrow. :\
Lambat. Cepatla balikk. :(

2010-02-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

I woke up at noon. It's Saturday mind you.
Opened my eyes dan blur disitu sekejap ye.
Why is my bed so spacious ? And it's soooo cold in here ?
Where's my teddy ?
Oh silly me.
For a second I tought I was in my hostel room.
:p
I'm home baby ! I'm sleeping on my comfy big bed. Ahh. Heaven much.
Time to sit back and relax but already missing college. ;p

Mum's nasi minyak is waiting for me. Oh ayam merah. xD

Tomorrow's Sunday already ?
shit.

2010-02-07T01:17:00.003+08:00

I can't wait to go home this Friday.
It's been a very tiring month for me. Classes are so packed.
I don't even get the chance to go pasar malam. xD
Can't wait to see my family but then, rasa macam berat hati je nak tinggal college.
Weh, tak sampai seminggu weh ! HAHA. Maybe because college dah macam 2nd home.
But whataheck. Goin home baby !
Birthday present awaits ! *big grin*

I'm 19 already ?

2010-02-03T03:07:00.001+08:00

020210. Lawaaaa kan kan ? So, I've turned 19 today. Phew. Lagi satu tahun sampai jugak angka 2.
One year older, one year wiser ? Insyaallah. Semoga Allah merahmati segala tingkah laku, kuatkan iman agar tak tersilap langkah dan murahkan rezeki kami sekeluarga. Amin.

Well, as for my big day. It was awesomeeeee !! At first I'm quite sad to the fact that this is the first birthday that I'm away from home and beloved family. But I have my family here, the friends :)

They had been sooooo sweet and generous to take me out last night to Pizza Hut. At first I thought it is just our regular, typical dinner. Ceh, regular dinner kat Pizza Hut bunyi macam anak orang kaya. xD Mak bapak hantar kau pergi study jauh-jauh kau pergi mengketedarah kat pizza hut ye ! No no. Sebab kadang-kadang, McD delivery blablabla kalau datang angin bosan makanan foodcourt NUC. Biase la. Dah nama student. But in the end, they won't let me pay. Seronokkkk siot makan free. HIHI. So, we left and I KNOW ALL THE WAY THEY WERE PLANNING ON SOMETHING ! But I just played along. Cool. Ceh dalam hati da excited ni. ;p

So dah tengah malam, kira my birthday la kan, yang tinggal Farhaan, Faris and Asyraf and me kat parking lot.. Yang lain hilang. The funniest part was I already saw the girls were coming to us with a CAKE and diorang cam, Alaaaa. Buat-buat suprise la. Like you're not supposed to see that. HAHA. Then I closed my eyes and they sang Happy Birthday for me ! Awww. Love you guys.
Then the part, the most hideous, ugliest and urgghhh part. Bushhh. I'm completely covered with flour.
Makhluk bertuah sorang ni, pap. Telur bungkus satu !
Mnejerit-jerit aku. I was wearing black shirt with black tudung. Imagine that. No. Don't imagine. Just see.

Tak tak. Kitaorang jeritjerit guard tak marah pon. Berani marah birthday girl ? HAHA. Dorang memang tak peduli kot. HAHA. Semua da putih cerah fair and lovely gituu.
And then dah semput bau telur semua. Ehem. Aku je.
Sorang-sorang bagi ucapan. Ceh ceh. Ni yang blushing tahap salah guna product muka pastu macam dah hot hot hot wtfisshhhhh ???
Terharu gilaaa. And then I got a present na na na na na na. Novel THIRST by Christopher Pike. The one I mentioned before HERE

Thanks Farhaan :) Seriously tak sangka. Muka excited tak leh blah.

The nite was awesome. Thanks again friends. Asyraff, Effa, Faris, Fieka, Farhaan, Mimi, Alia, Anice, Frank and Ted. The morning, I received a very beautiful wish from daddy and mummy. And, my birthday present awaits for me at home. Heee. :D Thanks my bro and my sisters. You guys are simply the best ! Thanks all for the wishes everyone. I love you guys max max max. :D

I AM 19 !
and I have class at 8am tomorrow so bye.

HAH ! :D

2010-01-27T01:53:00.000+08:00

Since I just found out that you guys actually read my blog, soooo Farhaan,

ANNA NAK GUITAR LESSONS ! :D
Just the two songs I told you just now.

Image from Google.

PRETTY PLEASE ;)

Je t'aime bien,

2010-01-20T16:58:00.000+08:00

I am intoxicated by your very presence.

18012010

2010-01-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Gila lawakkkkk ! HAHA. Omg seriously nak tergolek. Dahla kat hall kecik. Semua gelak tak hengat. Recommended to families yang nak spend quality times together. Ahh. I miss mine.
Satu benda kan, kalau pergi tengok movie macam pasal ayah and anak and all that, sangat sensitive tau ?
Teringat kat my dad. Ada satu part, memang meleleh air mata. I don't know why mudah sangat terasa sekarang ni. Tengok cerita lawak tetiba nanges. But overall, RM9 ticket is worth it. But the popcorn's sucks. Big time.

Today is my beloved daddy's birthday. My first ever dad's birthday yang I won't be there and kissed him like always. I missed him. Like sangat-sangat. Mummy too. I just tex him a birthday wish. Nak call maybe da tido. I guess I'll talk to him tomorrow. Rindu. Sumpah rindu. I love you daddy. You're everything to me and thanks for being the best daddy anyone could ever asked for. :)

Both mine. Both I miss,

Love, Anna

Room, HA211

Temptation,

2010-01-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

New added on my wishlist. :D

Again, Books about Vampires. HOT kan ?

Tu me manques,

2010-01-17T02:55:00.001+08:00

*Aku Google tu nak cari dalam French translation tu. xD Tipu Google, tipulah aku.

How can I say this huh ? Tau tak bila kita berkawan dengan seseorang ni, macam agak close. Like everytime lunch, dinner sama-sama. Ramai-ramai. Hangout together. Jokes around, teasing each other.
But then, everything changed. We no longer eat together, tak lepak. Bila terserempak, just hye and bye. Just like that. Tau tak, rasa macam kekok gilaa ? Bila macam banyak sangat nak cerita, tapi bila the other macam senyap, jadi buntu tau tak ?
It makes me think, selama ni apa ? Terpaksa or what ?
Sedih tau tak ?
Walaupun kita baru kenal within last year, tapi kita bonding kan ?
I mean, why ? What went wrong ? We're friends aren't we ?
I missed the time when we went for a walk together,
I missed the time we watched movie together. Sharing popcorn and coke.
I missed eating McFlurry together.
I missed US.
I just hope like someday, we can be like we used to be.

And again,
Tu me manques.

Anna,
Nilai Uc's hostel

Sukeeee ! :D

2010-01-17T00:56:00.004+08:00

Heeee. Cute tak uniform kite ? Kite sukeeee sangat taw.
Tapi kiteee tak sukeee safety boots. Blisters kat both kaki.
Tapi okela sebab safety boots tu untuk safety. Lak. Duhh. Mesti la. Takut kena api ke pisau ke. Tapi first day tak kena kaki, kena minyak panas kat tangan. Dah berbirat tangan aku ni hah.
Ala. Beauty mark. Ecehceh.
Tetap taknak kalah. ;p

We have two sets of uniform for Culinary Arts students.
This one is the kitchen uniform. Seluar kotak-kotak macam masa tadika KEMAS dulu cuma bezanya kaler hitam putih. And apron, and cloth and the chef blazer ( idk wth its name ) Cute hah ?
Another set is for restaurant service class. Waitress la senang cerita. I don't have the pictures yet.

Bila pakai uniform ni macam satu semangat yang mendalam gilaaa.
Kihkih.

The Classmates.

Currently in Semester 2 in Diploma in Culinary Arts. And currently my laptop battery is running low. So, bye. :D

Proudly by Anna,
Nilai UC's Cafeteria

Case 39,

2010-01-15T10:08:00.007+08:00

If your daughter is evil, put her in the oven. WTF ??

Go watch the movie ! It was released yesterday and guess what ?
For the first time, I watched a movie on the first day it was released ! HAHA
Punya la eksaited nak pergi tengok, siap buat phone reservations lagi.
For 8 people.
Yesterday was Negeri Sembilan's public holiday a
nd yea obviously we got no class so we went to Midvalley.
Penuh budak Nilai. xD Sampai sana takyah beratur panjang-panjang siaakkkk.
Ada counter khas for tickets collections.
But kena extra 2 ringgit la sebab reserve.
There were me, Fieka, Faez, Ashraff, Effa, Farhaan, Faris and Hafiz. :)
Sebelum movie at 4, bowl the bowling ya'll. Siapa menang ?
Yours trully babyyy.
Strike twice kot. HAHA
Banyakla aksi-aksi yang memalukan berlaku.
And the movie was awesome ! Gila ah.
There's a part where the parents put the girl in the oven because...............................
Go watch la. Heh.
Sampai terbawak-bawak dalam kitchen tadi bila tengok oven
macam terbayang ada budak dalam tu lepastu on kan wtf.
And after that I bought the Night World series. Alaa.. Tak cukup. No 2 punya novel takde. :(
Kakyong's treat as a gift for my result last sem. Sweeetttt.

Ohhh. I had lotsaaa fun with em. But Faez was like sooooo quiet. :(
Missed the old him. Suka buat lawak and teased everyone.
But maybe sebab Fadzli dah takde or I don't know.
Never wanted to ask him. Maybe he's comfortable with that so let him be huh ?
But if you read this, I hope we can be like we used to. The four of us. :)

Class at 2pm, nap time everybody. :D
And those safety boot are killing me !
Safety my ass man.
Opss.
Toddles ~~

I miss,

2010-01-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

The old times. Goodluck in MIAT, Fadzli. We missed you.
Kita kenal tak sampai setengah tahun kot.
Tapi tah, aku rasa macam hilang gilaa bila kau takde.
And Faez pon lagi rindu kot.
He's been really quiet and tak hangout sangat dengan kitaorang.
Well, come down here kalau free oke ?
Kita tak pernah pergi tengok wayang sama kan ?
Sumpah aku rindu kau dowh.
Take care. :)

Hee hee :D

2010-01-12T00:44:00.003+08:00

Asal la tetibe macam happy. Hah. :p
Supposed I have to get to bed since 3 classes tomorrow. Oh ! I got the DCA uniforms ! Yay !
But just browsing through old songs in youtube and OMG I almost forgot that I used to love this song !

I loveee the beat and their dance. So comel ouh ! :D
And this one, never failed to bring that emotional feeling of mine. :(

And these videos is not the reason that I'm over the top right now. :D

Hah.

2010-01-09T17:50:00.002+08:00

It is not my fault that you do not know how to appreciate your friends, is it ?

Not everything is about you.

Oh no.

2010-01-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

I used to be very skinny. Very very skinny. I am still skinny right now. ( I think. )
But I do gain some weight. I mean, that's good right ? Like, I was underweight.
And people kept saying, eat more ! Or, "mak tak bagi makan pe ?"
But I do eat a lot. A LOT.
I think I'm losing it.
I gain weight and fat are like everywhere now. Not that obvious. But you get what I mean.
I don't exercise anymore. I don't do sports since high school ended.
Since I started college, my eating habit was like shit.
I wake up, I take chocolate milk ( full cream. I know. ) on the way to class. Eat nasik lemak extra boiled egg at ten, skipped lunch since I went straight for a nap after class. Maggi at 5pm, munching coco crunch while Facebook-ing, a heavy dinner at 9++. And sometimes, fast food if I went to Giant.
Carbonated drinks almost every f. day.
I don't take vitamins, lack of plain water.
Hah.
I missed my old body.
My long thin leg.
I watched Odette Yustman in Stolen Life, OMG she has the most perfect leg !
Long and toned. Damn.

I need to change my lifestyle. Starting tomorrow.
Dad asked me to buy cod liver oil since I told him about me
feeling weak and uncomfortable and I did.
So, vitamin every day, jogging AT LEAST 2 days a week. Healthy food.
I wish I can get some professional help.
I'll try.
I need some inspiration.

HELP ME !

Nakkkk ! :D

2010-01-05T19:19:00.007+08:00

The only thing I buy with my own money would be novels. Walaupun sumber duit tu dari bapak den jugak, but you know what I mean. :D
Satu-satu benda yang takkan menyesal beli. Even if I managed to read it just for like what, 2-3 days ?
So I bought this book last Sunday.
An early little treat for myself since I'm satisfied with my first semester's result. :)
HAHA. Vampires anyone ?
I've never read novels by L.J. Smith before.
I don't know if it's any good. But I love the cover though. Haven't start reading it yet since I need to organize my timetable, iron my shirts, laundry, dishwashing. -.-' I'm such a busy woman. Ceh.
Dari pagi membuta je mana la nak siap semua-semua ni.
And classes will begin this Thursday, with Islamic Studies. Joyjoy

and and I would loveeee to have these novels.

Hot huh ? :)
But still, I am not going to be fully satisfied until I own the Twilight novel.
I mean wtfishh, I have Newmoon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn but still !! No Twilight ! Semua kedai macam boikot je asal ?
Grr. Ketinggalan zaman kan ?
Oh, I've being eyeing this cute little thangggg.
Ahh. Twilight Saga Journals. :)

Well, I guess I have to go back to ~~Facebook~~ chores.
Toodleeeesss :)